I have a severe fear that people don't actually like me or want to be around me, so asking people if they want to do things with me is almost undoable

I was never like this before, but thanks to the unbelievably painful stuff I went through over the last year (stuff that made four years living with Shari look like a picnic), I am like this now. I have a very hard time believing that people (even people I've known for a very long time) actually like me, or want to spend time with me.

I don't trust anybody any more. I don't believe anybody really likes me or is being honest with me. I feel like everybody I know is just waiting for the most hurtful possible moment to stab me in the back.

So yeah, I'll be trying the wheat free diet for a little while, I think.

If you cut out the obvious candidates and still feel crappy, gluten-free might be a better search term than wheat-free (I have a couple of friends with celiac disease and you'd be amazed at the sorts of things that have gluten in them).

Tube-ma to Drew. And health improvement and recovery ma.

you'd be amazed at the sorts of things that have gluten in them).

Bags of nuts can have gluten -- they get "dusted" with some sort of flour-y/wheat-y/gluten-y fine powder to keep them from sticking together in the bag.

WTF, nut providers? WTF?

you'd be amazed at the sorts of things that have gluten in them.

I was just looking that up. Soy sauce! What?! Fine, take my beer, I'll drink cider, but soy sauce?

I feel like everybody I know is just waiting for the most hurtful possible moment to stab me in the back.

Awww, Sean, you know I'd totally stab you in the front. Or just buy you a beer. Btw, did I mention that because of your enthusiasm I bought Emmett Assassin's Creed and he loves it. Plus now he knows about the Duomo.

I feel like everybody I know is just waiting for the most hurtful possible moment to stab me in the back.

Yeah, but you know me - it's not like I'll ever actually get around to it.

(SO VERY MUCH KIDDING. And please let me know if I should delete and replace w/ a non-snarky comment insead.)

I was just looking that up. Soy sauce! What?! Fine, take my beer, I'll drink cider, but soy sauce?

There are some kinds of soy sauce that are gluten-free. I'm pretty sure Tamari usually is.

I'm pretty sure Tamari usually is.

I thought tamari had a higher wheat-to-soy ration than regular soy sauce?

I have a very hard time believing that people (even people I've known for a very long time) actually like me, or want to spend time with me.

oh, sweetie! Please know that I actually like you and want to spend time with you. You know me, I'm not a nice person, so I wouldn't say that just to make you feel better ;)