Damn it! You know what? I'm sick of this crap. I'm sick of being the guy who eats insects and gets the funny syphilis. As of this moment, it's over. I'm finished being everybody's butt monkey!

Xander ,'Lessons'


Natter 65: Speed Limit Enforced by Aircraft  

Off-topic discussion. Wanna talk about corsets, pandas, duct tape, or physics? This is the place. Detailed discussion of any current-season TV must be whitefonted.


Steph L. - Jan 09, 2010 6:44:25 pm PST #460 of 30001
the hardest to learn / was the least complicated

msbelle, I wish I could do more than just send good thoughts.

Is it possible to have his doctor increase his medication dosage/change when he takes it? I don't know if that would help, and you've probably already thought of it.


msbelle - Jan 09, 2010 6:48:07 pm PST #461 of 30001
I remember the crazy days. 500 posts an hour. Nubmer! Natgbsb

well what happened tonight hasn't happened since August. We are trying to get him to be more aware of when he is getting out of control so we can get him medicine for rage episodes. As it is now we can only give it after the fact. The rage like tonight, to all of us, it comes on like a switch.


msbelle - Jan 09, 2010 6:48:52 pm PST #462 of 30001
I remember the crazy days. 500 posts an hour. Nubmer! Natgbsb

thank you everyone. being able to post here is a HUGE help.


sarameg - Jan 09, 2010 6:52:25 pm PST #463 of 30001

Whatever you need, msbelle. It's here for you.


Lee - Jan 09, 2010 6:52:48 pm PST #464 of 30001
The feeling you get when your brain finally lets your heart get in its pants.

What sarameg said.


Laura - Jan 09, 2010 6:53:13 pm PST #465 of 30001
Our wings are not tired.

I wish there was more we could do, msbelle. Mac is blessed to have a woman with your strength as his mother.


Beverly - Jan 09, 2010 6:53:26 pm PST #466 of 30001
Days shrink and grow cold, sunlight through leaves is my song. Winter is long.

Absolutely.


quester - Jan 09, 2010 6:59:25 pm PST #467 of 30001
Danger is my middle name, only I spell it R. u. t. h. - Tina Belcher.

{{{{msbelle}}}}


Liese S. - Jan 09, 2010 7:00:48 pm PST #468 of 30001
"Faded like the lilac, he thought."

Yup, that`s the great thing about `ffistas. We`re the support group that goes with you.
 
In trivial news, I`m watching tivo of the Blackhawks game, but it`s the Minnesota Wild station feed. So far there`s been an ad for how well Toyota AWD cars drive in snow, one for ice fishing clothing, and one where the hotel rate is the previous day`s temperature. I think it might be cold up there.


sarameg - Jan 09, 2010 7:05:47 pm PST #469 of 30001

Random: I've been going through boxes of shelves, candleholders and such and been reluctant to hang them. They're nice, my style, etc. But I'm leaving them alone. Why?

And I thought a bit and it because they were in some sense a means of making temporary home. For 12 yrs. But the thing is, my home, my house? Isn't temporary any longer. Even with bare walls, it suits me perfectly. I look back at what I posted upon seeing it, emails, and oh lord, I was so gone. So I'm giving more thought. Sure, it's mine, I can change it. But this is a part of the new life that's been crafted in the past year and I'm disinclined to clutter it from old just because I have it available. I may even part with stuff that made my old home home. Because with this home, it is HOME, all caps, without most of the stuff. There's new to be done. I don't need to carve my mark into white walls. These walls are mine, and the years before.

It's odd.