There's something about a food that moves all by itself that gives me the heebie-jeebies.

Joyce ,'Never Leave Me'


Spike's Bitches 45: That sure as hell wasn't in the brochure.  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


brenda m - May 14, 2010 4:03:19 pm PDT #19433 of 30000
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there

Hijack away, Pix. Though hopefully it's a non-issue by now, what with the unconciousness and everything.


Pix - May 14, 2010 4:09:08 pm PDT #19434 of 30000
The status is NOT quo.

And to top off the day, just got a voicemail from new school saying that though I'm obviously a talented teacher, they don't think I'm a good fit for their community. Which makes me feel like shit, frankly, because clearly I screwed something up on the interview day.

I'm so depressed right now.


javachik - May 14, 2010 4:11:05 pm PDT #19435 of 30000
Our wings are not tired.

Oh for fuck's sake. I don't get that school's decision AT ALL. There is not a damned school community on Earth that wouldn't immediately be better with you as part of it.


brenda m - May 14, 2010 4:11:53 pm PDT #19436 of 30000
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there

I am having a hard time picturing a community that you wouldn't be an asset to. WTF?


-t - May 14, 2010 4:20:19 pm PDT #19437 of 30000
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration

Oh, Pix. I can't understand why they would think that.


NoiseDesign - May 14, 2010 4:24:17 pm PDT #19438 of 30000
Our wings are not tired

Oh sweetheart, that just sucks.


DavidS - May 14, 2010 4:25:45 pm PDT #19439 of 30000
"Look, son, if it's good enough for Shirley Bassey, it's good enough for you."

Pain-ease for the Pix, please.


Pix - May 14, 2010 4:27:16 pm PDT #19440 of 30000
The status is NOT quo.

Thanks. I won't lie--it's a huge blow right now. Everyone at school and all my family kept treating the job as a done deal as soon as I applied, even though I kept saying "I haven't gotten it yet" to everyone, and now I have to confirm that yes, indeed, they did reject me. And it was a real rejection--the associate head's message confirmed that they brought in a second round of candidates after I had interviewed in the first round since they didn't feel comfortable with any of the first rounders.

I'm still hurting. I feel some relief, but I don't feel like I'm about to pass out. Just slightly less in pain. Better than it was, at least.

Anyway, thank you, Bitches. I appreciate your love and support. I think I'm going to hole up and hide from the world for a little while now.


Cass - May 14, 2010 4:27:26 pm PDT #19441 of 30000
Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.

I'm sorry, Kristin. And I hope your meds kick in soon so you can have some pain relief. Ouch!


Barb - May 14, 2010 4:32:32 pm PDT #19442 of 30000
“Not dead yet!”

Pix, that sounds like crappy, generic, "we're saying this because it would take too much effort to give thoughtful, considered reasons," talk, babe. I know it's so hard not to, but please, try not to take it personally. You are a gifted, dedicated teacher and you deserve so much better.