I posted when I took them, 5:18 board time, so maybe I just need to give it another 15 minutes. Thanks.
It's because you didn't have a strong father figure isn't it?
Joyce ,'Chosen'
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Pix - May 14, 2010 4:02:13 pm PDT #19431 of 30000
The status is NOT quo.
Strix - May 14, 2010 4:02:43 pm PDT #19432 of 30000
A dress should be tight enough to show you're a woman but loose enough to flee from zombies. — Ginger
Pix, how long has it been, and did you eat anything? You might want to try another 1/2 tab of the Ty-co after a half an hour.
You're probably a tight ball of stressed out pain/anger/depression right now, which is just making you tenser. Is there any way you can take a hot shower, or alternate hot/cold packs on your shoulder?
brenda m - May 14, 2010 4:03:19 pm PDT #19433 of 30000
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there
Hijack away, Pix. Though hopefully it's a non-issue by now, what with the unconciousness and everything.
Pix - May 14, 2010 4:09:08 pm PDT #19434 of 30000
The status is NOT quo.
And to top off the day, just got a voicemail from new school saying that though I'm obviously a talented teacher, they don't think I'm a good fit for their community. Which makes me feel like shit, frankly, because clearly I screwed something up on the interview day.
I'm so depressed right now.
javachik - May 14, 2010 4:11:05 pm PDT #19435 of 30000
Our wings are not tired.
Oh for fuck's sake. I don't get that school's decision AT ALL. There is not a damned school community on Earth that wouldn't immediately be better with you as part of it.
brenda m - May 14, 2010 4:11:53 pm PDT #19436 of 30000
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there
I am having a hard time picturing a community that you wouldn't be an asset to. WTF?
-t - May 14, 2010 4:20:19 pm PDT #19437 of 30000
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration
Oh, Pix. I can't understand why they would think that.
NoiseDesign - May 14, 2010 4:24:17 pm PDT #19438 of 30000
Our wings are not tired
Oh sweetheart, that just sucks.
DavidS - May 14, 2010 4:25:45 pm PDT #19439 of 30000
"Look, son, if it's good enough for Shirley Bassey, it's good enough for you."
Pain-ease for the Pix, please.
Pix - May 14, 2010 4:27:16 pm PDT #19440 of 30000
The status is NOT quo.
Thanks. I won't lie--it's a huge blow right now. Everyone at school and all my family kept treating the job as a done deal as soon as I applied, even though I kept saying "I haven't gotten it yet" to everyone, and now I have to confirm that yes, indeed, they did reject me. And it was a real rejection--the associate head's message confirmed that they brought in a second round of candidates after I had interviewed in the first round since they didn't feel comfortable with any of the first rounders.
I'm still hurting. I feel some relief, but I don't feel like I'm about to pass out. Just slightly less in pain. Better than it was, at least.
Anyway, thank you, Bitches. I appreciate your love and support. I think I'm going to hole up and hide from the world for a little while now.