{{Shir}} What a lovely dog, Lou was. Give an extra hug to your father, because it sounds like you ate in the sam place despite your differences. and one extra one for your sister. She took charge which gave you space. Matt sends love and peace ma ~~~ your way, too.
Just tryin' a little spicy talk.
Tara ,'Get It Done'
Spike's Bitches 45: That sure as hell wasn't in the brochure.
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
beth b - Apr 20, 2010 8:51:56 pm PDT #16732 of 30000
oh joy! Oh Rapture ! I have a brain!
meara - Apr 20, 2010 9:55:11 pm PDT #16733 of 30000
Sigh. It's midnight, the movers are supposed to be here at 9AM, and I am nowhere near packed. As of right now, my plan is to tell them "ignore everything in a closet". I fear that'll take me forever to move after they're done, but at least it'll be POSSIBLE for me to move everything in closets (but seriously...I have a lot of closet space. It's going to take a LOT of car trips. Eek.)
omnis_audis - Apr 20, 2010 10:10:36 pm PDT #16734 of 30000
omnis, pursue. That's an order from a shy woman who can use M-16. - Shir
I fear Meara is living my near future. Only I can't do car loads between the two places. Yikes. Ya. I should be packing. Alas, I'm sitting on my ass watching tv.
meara - Apr 20, 2010 10:38:24 pm PDT #16735 of 30000
Dear omnis: I AM the ghost of Christmas future! Start packing!!
omnis_audis - Apr 20, 2010 10:49:35 pm PDT #16736 of 30000
omnis, pursue. That's an order from a shy woman who can use M-16. - Shir
I have 5 boxes packed. Not including the boxes that never got unpacked from last move. Movers don't come for another 9 days. It's a small apartment... ok, I'll pack something tonight.
Zenkitty - Apr 21, 2010 1:47:13 am PDT #16737 of 30000
Every now and then, I think I might actually be a little odd.
Sinus headache for two days. Fuck this. How many of the good Sudafed can I take without my blood pressure blowing my eyes out? 'Cause one isn't working.
Shir - Apr 21, 2010 2:26:01 am PDT #16738 of 30000
"And that's why God Almighty gave us fire insurance and the public defender".
Today, so far, has been hell. Or actually, it has quite good, but I feel like hell.
It's like there's a hole inside of me. I keep looking for him in the house. Last night, after we got back home, I thought I heard his heavy breathing.
And I nearly broke down crying when a guide-dog in training walked by me.
WindSparrow - Apr 21, 2010 3:46:53 am PDT #16739 of 30000
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.
Oh, Shir. It's so hard, I know. I'm not sure if this will help or not: [link] but it helped me. And the whole website helped me, too.
brenda m - Apr 21, 2010 4:51:47 am PDT #16740 of 30000
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there
Luck to you, Bonnie. A couple of aspirin might help speed the process.
Shir, I am so so sorry for your pain. He looks like such a sweet boy, and that hole will be there for a long time to come, but eventually it'll be something you cherish. For now, let yourself fall apart when you need to.
sj - Apr 21, 2010 5:00:11 am PDT #16741 of 30000
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."
Bonny, good luck! Drink water.