Simon: The decision saved your life. Zoe: Won't happen again, sir. Mal: Good. And thanks. I'm grateful. Zoe: It was my pleasure, sir.

'Out Of Gas'


Spike's Bitches 45: That sure as hell wasn't in the brochure.  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


meara - Apr 20, 2010 10:38:24 pm PDT #16735 of 30000

Dear omnis: I AM the ghost of Christmas future! Start packing!!


omnis_audis - Apr 20, 2010 10:49:35 pm PDT #16736 of 30000
omnis, pursue. That's an order from a shy woman who can use M-16. - Shir

I have 5 boxes packed. Not including the boxes that never got unpacked from last move. Movers don't come for another 9 days. It's a small apartment... ok, I'll pack something tonight.


Zenkitty - Apr 21, 2010 1:47:13 am PDT #16737 of 30000
Every now and then, I think I might actually be a little odd.

Sinus headache for two days. Fuck this. How many of the good Sudafed can I take without my blood pressure blowing my eyes out? 'Cause one isn't working.


Shir - Apr 21, 2010 2:26:01 am PDT #16738 of 30000
"And that's why God Almighty gave us fire insurance and the public defender".

Today, so far, has been hell. Or actually, it has quite good, but I feel like hell.

It's like there's a hole inside of me. I keep looking for him in the house. Last night, after we got back home, I thought I heard his heavy breathing.

And I nearly broke down crying when a guide-dog in training walked by me.


WindSparrow - Apr 21, 2010 3:46:53 am PDT #16739 of 30000
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.

Oh, Shir. It's so hard, I know. I'm not sure if this will help or not: [link] but it helped me. And the whole website helped me, too.


brenda m - Apr 21, 2010 4:51:47 am PDT #16740 of 30000
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there

Luck to you, Bonnie. A couple of aspirin might help speed the process.

Shir, I am so so sorry for your pain. He looks like such a sweet boy, and that hole will be there for a long time to come, but eventually it'll be something you cherish. For now, let yourself fall apart when you need to.


sj - Apr 21, 2010 5:00:11 am PDT #16741 of 30000
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."

Bonny, good luck! Drink water.


Ginger - Apr 21, 2010 5:06:38 am PDT #16742 of 30000
"It didn't taste good. It tasted soooo horrible. It tasted like....a vodka martini." - Matilda

Iron~ma to you, Bonny. You'll do great.


Glamcookie - Apr 21, 2010 5:19:17 am PDT #16743 of 30000
I know my own heart and understand my fellow man. But I am made unlike anyone I have ever met. I dare to say I am like no one in the whole world. - Anne Lister

Go bonny! You can do it!


smonster - Apr 21, 2010 5:33:53 am PDT #16744 of 30000
We won’t stop until everyone is gay.

Shir, there is also a website where you can create a virtual memorial to a pet, if such a thing appeals to you. [link]

Flow, bonny, flow!