Oh, Shir. It's so hard, I know. I'm not sure if this will help or not: [link] but it helped me. And the whole website helped me, too.
'A Hole in the World'
Spike's Bitches 45: That sure as hell wasn't in the brochure.
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
Luck to you, Bonnie. A couple of aspirin might help speed the process.
Shir, I am so so sorry for your pain. He looks like such a sweet boy, and that hole will be there for a long time to come, but eventually it'll be something you cherish. For now, let yourself fall apart when you need to.
Bonny, good luck! Drink water.
Iron~ma to you, Bonny. You'll do great.
Go bonny! You can do it!
Shir, there is also a website where you can create a virtual memorial to a pet, if such a thing appeals to you. [link]
Flow, bonny, flow!
Someone outside of my office is hacking like they're dying. It's very distracting.
In editing, I've come across the best name ever: van der Crabben. It's just begging to be used when teasing someone who's cranky: "Looks like Mr. van der Crabben didn't get enough sleep!" Or "Watch out for Baroness van der Crabben today!"
I think what I'm missing is the plans I had in my head to hang out with him as he became an old man.
oh, how I know this feeling, sweetie! For example, I know that if/when I ever get married it will be incredibly bittersweet for me because no one would have been more happy for me than him.
{{ND}} I am so sorry. Love to you.
{{Shir}} All kinds of peace and love to you.
bonny, you go woman!