I... feel kind of empty.
Have some of mine.
I am so tired of car problems. And ... pretty much everything else, too.
Lorne ,'Why We Fight'
Off-topic discussion. Wanna talk about corsets, duct tape, or physics? This is the place. Detailed discussion of any current-season TV must be whitefonted.
I... feel kind of empty.
Have some of mine.
I am so tired of car problems. And ... pretty much everything else, too.
OK, both msbelle's and Amy's days need to improve significantly and pronto. And anyone else's whose needs improving.
Happy Birthday+1, sara!
Happy Birthday, Sox.
Is Dillo's today or tomorrow? Happy Birthday or Birthday Eve, Dillo!
Day off-ish today, so I'm in Brew Ha Ha waiting for my nail appointment.
And not buying these boots because they wouldn't fit my calves, and I'm being responsible (but mostly, they wouldn't fit my calves): [link]
My office is full of technology gremlins today. I suspect they're all named Tino.
I just raged in an email to mac's therapist.
I'd rage to my mom, but well, what can she do? and honestly I end up being the one offering reassurance and having to be the rational calming voice whenever I call them about mac.
msbelle, you can call and rage to me if that would make you feel better.
msbelle, can you rage to YOUR therapist? (I hope you have one, I think you do, right?)
Random, yo gabba gabba just had someone playing the theramin. That's how you know it's a geek hipster show. Ugh.
*sigh* I love DJ Lance.
DJ Lance freaks me out. He needs to blink!
no flea, I don't. I see mac's every week. I can't manage another expense or another appointment during my workday. As it is, since June, I went form a 2 hour lunch every other Thursday to one every Thursday. Then there is never staying late. Not being able to be here on time for the Tuesday 8:30 meetings all summer because the summer program is an 8am start.
And honestly - venting here and elsewhere on the internet is about as good as it gets - I do not think a therapist would help. I've been in therapy that was helpful, but having someone else validate that this is hard is not worth the time or money for me. I may get more sitter help is what I might do, BUT, and there is always a but - when mac is high anxiety like he is now - he needs MORE of my time and MORE assurance that he will not lose me and MORE devoted attention. I need a live-in who does not want sex or money, or a sponsor so I can drop down to part-time work yet still have insurance.