Show in 4 1/2 hours. Then only one more for the rest of the entire summer. I don't know whether to save it and ration myself with a few minutes a day, or gobble it all up as it plays.

Who am I kidding? I have never been into delayed gratification.

Cereal:

This is also a night when Misha is tweeting with the show correct? I may follow that and the show and then come here to squee.

I don't know whether to save it and ration myself with a few minutes a day

Oh, AS IF.

I was trying to pretend I was capable of that.

I was trying to pretend I was capable of that.

You keep telling yourself stuff like that. If I gave you the episode right now you wouldn't have to watch it?

Thanks, Amy! I'll add that to my reading list for when I get home.

It's everything I can do not to seek out spoilers. If you offered me next weeks episode I would watch it immediately.

I'd watch the episodes in half of a heartbeat. I am skipping previews and spoilers but the whole ep? Hell yes.

Read the fic by Dira Sudis it's amazing. I know her from Due South and Stargate writing.

I'm trying to decide if I should watch the finale and not know most of what is going on or skip it and wait until I can get caught up on the season.

I don't remember where I found the story but I read Except Thou Bless me by architeuthis yesterday and omigod is it hot. [link]

It's weird because I don't quite get the Castiel/Dean subtext from watching (although again maybe because I watched too fast) but I totally want to read it from the stories I've read.

Especially really hot stories on themes of boundaries and control, obedience and submission.

I refuse to read anything other than what I've already read, but I will watch web teasers. They've got the CW logo on them, so they're all official and shit.

Or so I comfort myself.

Mostly, moving talking pictures of the boys. Makes for the grabby hands. But, damn, do I really want to place them in the entire context of an episode.

So much to happen tonight...they need to deal with the cliffhanger, get Cas (judging from webclip #1), defeat Pestilence and Death...and I wonder about Adam. I'm good with not seeing him again, but they need to tell me he's in heaven. I don't want him to be a Nick-level Michael-suit.

And then next week can be all about what the actual boxing-Lucifer plan is going to be, executing it, and of course the dying of whoever.

Assuming whoever doesn't die tonight, which I really don't hope, because too soon! Or maybe one dies tonight and one next week.

Ow. I hurt me.

And me.

No, no, no, no. I need someone to hold me.