That was, like, almost better than awesome sex.

COMPLETELY SATISYING in every way.

I need to rewatch immediately.

You know, I like this. Dean has a boatload of guilt about starting it all. Now Sammy's paddling right along with him. Very poetic, with the balance and all.

Yes. And now they have to work together again to stop Lucifer. I just hope Sam finally gets the real voicemail message. He needs to hear it and Dean needs to be heard.

I'm just wondering, is God DEAD? I mean, "left the building".

I am so relieved they are together. And Sam's "I'm sorry" was so "I lost my shoe"-like and shocked and vulnerable, I almost melted.

They did play one thing well, I thought. Ruby definitely was hot for Sam. She was sincere in "helping" him, making him stronger. She was just leading him 180 degrees from where he wanted to go.

Sail, Collins is a regular next season, so Misha will be back, presumably as Castiel. Who will "hold them all off!" Plucky angel dude when he gets his righteous up!

I was so incredibly touched and happy that Dean and Sam were actually touching there at the last minute. I do think one of them will wind up ridden by Lucifer early in S5, though. I can't see Lightbringer reanimating Ruby's twice-used corpse when he has two strong, strapping men to choose from.

Also, "It wasn't the blood, Sam." So whether or not the blood of the host is amped octane after possession, it was Sam's head that made him believe Ruby, follow her and do as she guided.

so Misha will be back, presumably as Castiel

Whoohoo! It would be a shame to split up televisions hottest threesome.

So whether or not the blood of the host is amped octane after possession, it was Sam's head that made him believe Ruby, follow her and do as she guided.

Yes, but as far as intentions are concerned, Sam did all of that because he intended to be a warrior for the side of Good (which I think ought to be renamed, something like the side of Dubious Intent). I wish so very very very much that we'll get a conversation somewhere where the two guys realize that they were both trying to do the right thing, but in drastically different ways. Of course that would require communication and those two suck at meaningful dialogue (to one another, not in general).

I wasn't criticising Sam's intentions, only mentioning a facet of his personality. I do believe Sam had the best of intentions.

I just hope that somewhere in all this, Dean is able to take a look at his brother and see a whole person, someone who is strong and capable and, while he may need backup now and then, doesn't need to be nursemaided. That relationship really needs to change. Dean needs to let go of the caretaker role quite a bit. And Sam needs to let go of being taken care of with one hand, while he's reaching for autonomy with the other.

They're both adults, with different skills and different approaches, and they need to acknowledge that and amend the partnership to reflect it.

Beverly, I agree. I went back in my lj, and on 5/20/07 I posted this:

I was thinking about all the wish lists I’ve been reading for the next season of Supernatural (less man pain, more ass-kicking, less overt emoting, and so on) and it got me to thinking about one of the developments I’d like to see: I’d really love to see Dean and the writers treat Sam as an Adult, an equal partner, rather than as Sammy the Little Brother, the sidekick, the wingman. I’d like a moment of acknowledgment where Dean looks at Sam and actually sees another man standing beside him, rather than the shadowy vestiges of a little kid who needs his nose wiped (come on, he’s 23 and 6 foot 5, for God’s sake!). Sam left the Winchester nest at 18, and I seriously doubt anyone could live there for 18 years and stay innocent, as much as Dean might have tried to protect him. Especially since they started hunting things and saving people about the time they were able to hold onto weapons. I’m just tired of Sam being treated as lesser, or mildly incompetent. I think the show could incorporate even more ass-kicking with two of them going at it full-throttle, rather than with Dean shoving Sam into a corner on a regular basis.

I suppose Sam playing slap-and-tickle with the Dark Side could be seen as attempt to mature his character a bit and let him gain his independence, but I really need them to be working together again.

Bobby LIVES!!