Julie, did you read the aptokteino D/C story that got finished up yesterday? It left me in a deliciously conflicted place, but I didn't read the first two bits. I was wondering if they were rewarding.

Most surprisingly I'm currently enjoying an AU WIP with an asexual Cas, and I have no idea what I'm rooting for. I mean, I don't want his asexuality erased, but I want Dean to get laid. It's very complicated.

Is there a good site for Show screencaps?

Downloads or galleries? Crystalchain used to do good downloads, but I'm not sure who's up to date with galleries anymore. Those seem to have dried up in season 4.

I refuse to read aptokeino, since the Bones and accompanying story were so horrific (Dean raping Cas post-Swan Song, Cas sticking by Dean).

And just galleries that I can pic and choose from.

Ah, that's the third after Bone and Scarred. I just couldn't get behind the basic premise, that Dean went that dark, and that Castiel was that accepting and broken.

Bone is post Swan Song? It seems to be completely AU.

It's a dark story, but fossarian-like. And it completely cops to what it is, I think. No weird consent issues.

It's been awhile since I read it, but I vaguely recall that Sam went into the pit, leaving Dean with a human Cas, and Dean was very fucked up by that, and resented Cas for living when Sam didn't.

So, no weird consent issues in that it cops to being completely noncon? Or something else? Fossarian is hard for me to handle for the most part.

I feel like an ass now that I know you're reading it, I figured I'd hide in my anonymity to hide my shame over my shoddy wrting skilz, but, yeah, the WIP is me, but, it's on the table now, so . . .

Yeah, I'm an ass.

::hides under rock::

May I have a link please? It sounds like something I might be interested in.

Julie, I'm confused -- which story is yours?

The rape or my shame, Matt?

Darkfic: [link]

Asexual fic: [link] (I haven't linked all the chapters together yet)

Oh god oh god oh god . . .