It's been awhile since I read it, but I vaguely recall that Sam went into the pit, leaving Dean with a human Cas, and Dean was very fucked up by that, and resented Cas for living when Sam didn't.

So, no weird consent issues in that it cops to being completely noncon? Or something else? Fossarian is hard for me to handle for the most part.

I feel like an ass now that I know you're reading it, I figured I'd hide in my anonymity to hide my shame over my shoddy wrting skilz, but, yeah, the WIP is me, but, it's on the table now, so . . .

Yeah, I'm an ass.

::hides under rock::

May I have a link please? It sounds like something I might be interested in.

Julie, I'm confused -- which story is yours?

The rape or my shame, Matt?

Darkfic: [link]

Asexual fic: [link] (I haven't linked all the chapters together yet)

Oh god oh god oh god . . .

Amy, it's Harbor Lights. Quasi-superhero fic, but right now it's a ball of fluff which mortifies me, because I wouldn't set out to read this on purpose. Way, way WIP.

It scares the ever-living bejesus out of me because I've actually been called out by RL aces and now I'm writing in a socially responsible way, or at least trying to, because there are asexual eyes on me!

I guess I should say that I was so certain that this story would be sucktastic and forgettable and that I'd prefer to create a sock puppet and keep the the fact of it's unmemorable existence in the closet.

Fucking ita. Going and liking it and shit.

But, man, the D/C out there is killing me, and the porn is boring me, and and and . . .

The writing is still for crap, though, I apologize.

/still an asshole

Hey, everybody starts somewhere. If you like it, do it, is what I say.

Julie, I am dying laughing. I am not sorry for calling you out. Too funny. Hey, write longer chapters, will you?

Hee.

In Unbroken, they don't mention Sam having been in hell. It's 2014 style Dean, and there's a war against heaven and Cas had been a pow he tortured. There's severe Stockholm (ha! Android corrected that to "stockroom") syndrome, and no one approves of the relationship, but if you're an otp sucker, they justify it.

Oh shaddup, ita, will ya? I've been angsting all over the place here. I mean, fuck, we tear fic apart in here, the most I was hoping for was silence.

I did actually kinda like the second story, where Cas gets captured by the FBI who think Dean's a serial killer, and Dean tries to redeem himself. But the first story was harsh.

Thanks, Amy. I am excited about the story, and I hope that at least the ideas transcend my story-telling skills, or, you know, grasp on reality.

But can I repeat the pants-shitting fear of having an ace say "I'll be watching this fic" because I went and placed the word "asexual" explicitly on it?!