I just got sad reading the dropout list for the D/C BB. A few authors there I'm gonna miss. (I won't lie--a couple there I'm only gonna miss for the lulz).

But I'm excited! Mini bang posting soon! I have no idea about the general quality coming up, but at least there'll be a topic I like to sift through every morning--there's so little not J2 or Wincest it seems in the BB recently. Well, there was just a D/C story (told from the POV of Jimmy), but it was so awful I only made it one page in. Just blah. Am checking out the gen Last Child.

Summergen is cool, but I'm finding the BB has spoiled me for length. How bad is that?

Every time I look at the newsletter lately, I'm amazed at how many Sam/Gabriel fics there are. So not interested in that pairing. Not just uninterested -- I find it completely unbelievable.

I need to check out Summer_gen -- the length is probably just right for me, actually.

HATE SAM/GABRIEL WITH UNREASONING PASSION. I just...it ruins Sam for me. And it keeps getting tossed into D/C. DNW. I tried, recently, to see if my aversion was still strong, and yup. It throws me out of the whole fic.

*Only* as crack, and then in limited doses. Most people are just not going to do the work to make it in character. They don't seem to care.

It seems like some bizarre need for parity -- Dean gets an angel(boyfriend), so Sam needs one, too! Uh, not really, people. I'd believe it better if he came on to Crowley.

Warm cherry pie:

I think my post-show fantasy for them is Dean and Cas on the road, fighting evil (and, you know, being in lurve), and Sam with Sarah, setting up a research database/library for other hunters (and being in lurve), and joining them for hunts off and on. And having kids so Dean can be a kickass uncle once in a while and get his dad on again.

warm cherry pie, indeed!

::likes Amy's fantasy::

I want the boys together on the road forever. Cas can be in the backseat. I don't want either of them in a relationship with anyone not hunting with them.

I realise this makes me look like some of the hatering factions of the fandom, but...I like them unhealthily wrapped up in each other, and become quickly dissociated from the story when they can spend too much functional time away from each other, including building relationships that aren't in some way emotional threesomes.

But if Sam gets a woman we've seen before, it's definitely Sarah.

There are no women for Dean.

God, I sound so crazy.

I think I'm the only person who doesn't really like Sarah. She was just sort of meh for me. I tried! I did! But...

Meh.

::ducks rotten fruit::

It's funny, because even writing that I thought ... I wonder if that's what Sam would want. Like, I want someone to provide Dean with a kid he can be cute with, but that's really just for me.

And I'm not sure anymore that Sam would be content to settle down.

But I, uh, realize they're not actually real people, so.

We might need a crazy bench.

One of the things I've made up to be upset about S6 (I don't know if there's room on the crazy bench for any of you) is Lisa. I *so* don't want Dean to be in love with her and maintain a relationship throughout the season with her. But I've decided it's going to happen.

It's not who that character is to me. It's not what makes him appealing. His inability to do that attracts me.

Why have I decided to upset myself plotwise? Not entirely sure.