Hil, hope you're feeling better soon.

W00t! After frame-hanging strategies #3&4 also failed, I threw the question out to a couple of guys in the next room, and strategy #5 is a success! I CAN haz frame!

Jilli, in case you haven't been over to Premium, tape comin' at ya, Baby!

Undiagnosed diabetes can be one cause of this.

Well, I've already got a glucose tolerance test scheduled for next week, because of the PCOS, so I guess I'll talk to my doctor about it after that.

I have my car! I should be able to drive it by Friday. I stopped by the hand control company and wrote them the biggest check I have ever written that wasn't for rent.

Ginger, wrt your question, yes every woman of child bearing age should be taking folic acid, but I was afraid that if I posted it that way here I woukd upset people who have no intention of having children. The truth is that by the time most woman find out their pregnant it is too late to prevent Spina Bifida. So, take your multivitamins, drink your orange juice, and eat your leafy greens.

(((Teppy)))

Omnis, thanks for the sympathy and I'm glad you don't have to deal with this crap. Unfortunately, I'n paralyzed below my kneww and can't flex my foot to hit the pedal, and I don't have the hip control to compensate for that.

If it "rawks" a bit, I'm sure its just one of the legs is a lil shorter than the others. Put a little shim in there to help with it. No problem! Have one of the small kids 'shimmy' under the set for you.

o_a, thanks for the laugh. (from one theatre dork to another) ~also~ This is why I keep freshmen around.

Had a blast at Home Depot today. Creepiest part was getting hit on by one of the guys working in lumber. My students thought this was totally hysterical (I fear hearing about it for months to come) they also loved me 'dealing with' a rude employee in the paint department. By the time we left they had a whole story developed about my causing a triangle between the lumber guy and his paint girl girlfriend.

The amount of lipstick I've accumulated while looking for the perfect dark pomegranate wine shade sometimes even frightens me.

When you find it, please let me know! I've been on this quest for many years.

You guys, I can't stop losing my shit entirely.

There's this big convention-type thing in town that the BDSM group is doing, and Tim went early to help set up, etc., while I tried to nap. Then I was going to get a shower and go up there.

I'm having a total panic attack again, I'm hyperventilating, and I can't stop crying hysterically. I can't even fathom the idea of driving over there (~20 minutes) all by myself. Actually, I can't even handle the idea of getting in the shower. It's all too much. I can't do it. Any of it.

And Tim is supposed to be there all night, until 2 a.m. or later, and I want to ask him to come home because I'm hysterical and can't calm down, but that isn't fair to him, because he wants to be there and plus they need his help. But I don't want to be alone for the next 6 hours.

I don't know what to do. He's going to call me back in a little while, so I just have to make it until then.

I don't know what's wrong with me. I've dealt with depression before, but this is SO different. I've never had a panic attack before, and now I've had 2 today. I can't stop crying and I don't even know what to do next. I shouldn't be reacting like this. I don't know what's going on.

Oh Tep, do you have anybody else you could call to come over and be with you? I think that would be grounding and help you.

It might have to be Tim, even though it's extremely inconvenient. But this is a legitimate crisis and he'd rather be with you when you're in this state that off having fun.

But if there's anybody else in town that could help, call them now.

Would it help to talk to one of us on the phone?

You're not alone, Teppy.

And you've had two panic attacks in the same day because everything you're stressed about is still there, with the additional stress of "OMG what if I have a panic attack?"

Teppy, I am so sorry.

I want to ask him to come home because I'm hysterical and can't calm down, but that isn't fair to him, because he wants to be there and plus they need his help. But I don't want to be alone for the next 6 hours.

ASK HIM. Yes, he probably wants to be there, but I'm certain he'd want to be with you more if he knew you were having trouble. Can you go ahead and call him now? Or text him a 911 text telling him to call home ASAP?

But this is a legitimate crisis and he'd rather be with you when you're in this state that off having fun.

Yes, this.

When I've had panic attacks, it's usually helped to find some way to distract myself. Do you have someone you can call and talk to, or a DVD or something to watch? Want us to link to weird YouTube clips? (Looking at other peoples' crazy seems to help me, for some reason. [link] )