Dawn: Is that supposed to scare me? Spike: Little tremble wouldn't hurt.

'The Killer In Me'


Spike's Bitches 41: Thrown together to stand against the forces of darkness  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


P.M. Marc - Jul 23, 2008 2:00:03 pm PDT #8134 of 10001
So come, my friends, be not afraid/We are so lightly here/It is in love that we are made; In love we disappear

Sean, DJ is wise.


juliana - Jul 23, 2008 2:07:29 pm PDT #8135 of 10001
I’d be lying if I didn’t say that I miss them all tonight…

Trust me, having someone tell you they can't be with you sucks, but having them say nothing and then get married without telling you? Far worse.

ETA: Which is to say, yeah it hurts, but guess which one left me emotionally scarred and which one I leave random text messages for with inside jokes like "Raisins and Toast!"

Word and word.


Typo Boy - Jul 23, 2008 2:10:40 pm PDT #8136 of 10001
Calli: My people have a saying. A man who trusts can never be betrayed, only mistaken.Avon: Life expectancy among your people must be extremely short.

{Sean} & {s}

If you decided it needed to end, then the fact that you decided that confirms that it was the right decision. Telling her honestly and in person was the right thing to do. You did the right thing in a mature way. And that always hurts more in the short term, but save pain for everyone in the long run.


billytea - Jul 23, 2008 2:33:33 pm PDT #8137 of 10001
You were a wrong baby who grew up wrong. The wrong kind of wrong. It's better you hear it from a friend.

Sean, I'm very sorry for the both of you. I agree with the others, it's so hard being the one to end a relationship; it means a lot that you ended it honestly.


Beverly - Jul 23, 2008 2:41:56 pm PDT #8138 of 10001
Days shrink and grow cold, sunlight through leaves is my song. Winter is long.

(((Sean))) I'm letting DJ speak for me. The hugs are mine, and I'll be thinking of you.


SuziQ - Jul 23, 2008 2:53:08 pm PDT #8139 of 10001
Back tattoos of the mother is that you are absolutely right - Ame

Sean, I'm very sorry for the both of you. I agree with the others, it's so hard being the one to end a relationship; it means a lot that you ended it honestly.

Very rough. {{{{{{{{{{Sean}}}}}}}}}}


Steph L. - Jul 23, 2008 2:55:37 pm PDT #8140 of 10001
I look more rad than Lutheranism

Oh, Sean. I wish I could do or say *anything* that would make you feel better, even a tiny bit.

Go to Drew and Kristin's, honey. It'll help.


Pix - Jul 23, 2008 3:00:10 pm PDT #8141 of 10001
We're all getting played with, babe. -Weird Barbie

Sean, I'm home alone for the next few days, so please feel free to come stay. I could use the company, too.


Tom Scola - Jul 23, 2008 3:06:37 pm PDT #8142 of 10001
Remember that the frontier of the Rebellion is everywhere. And even the smallest act of insurrection pushes our lines forward.

Sean, go to Kristin & Drew's. You should also firm-up your plans about visiting Seattle, too.


Sean K - Jul 23, 2008 3:10:35 pm PDT #8143 of 10001
You can't leave me to my own devices; my devices are Nap and Eat. -Zenkitty

Thanks everyone. I know what you all say is true. I still hurt all over and deep down, and feel like I've been punched very hard in the gut. I feel like I want to throw up. But I love you all.

For now I'm just trying to focus on work.