Crap. Panic attack. Don't know why. Hate these.
'Origin'
Spike's Bitches 41: Thrown together to stand against the forces of darkness
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
Sorry Hil. Those are intense. Breathe.
Allyson I haven't met you in person but I have seen pictures and read your book and I think this:
You're devastatingly beautiful, and clever, and sexy as all get out.
absolutely applies to you. In fact I wish you dated girls so I could take you out and show you the good time you deserve.
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Oh Hil, I missed your panic attack post. I hope you're feeling better soon.
Feel better, Hil.
Thanks, guys. I think I figured out what triggered it. Now I've just got to calm down some.
I have grown tired of singleness.
The drying-up-of-eggs is certainly intensifying the effect.
{Kristin}
{Hil}
{all y'all}
spam and eggs: I wouldn't have to be single if I wasn't so picky. How about you?
Breathe, Hil. Maintain an even strain.
it's about me, being difficult to look at, and more often than not, worthless.
You are so fucking not difficult to look at! I could look at you all day and be glad of the view.
And "worthless"? Really? You have no value at all? So, everybody that loves you just has poor judgment or bad taste? Your friends are all idiots?
I'm pretty sure that The Kristen has excellent judgment and good taste in friends. I would also think that ita knows what she's doing in friend-choosing.
The things that I value in you, Allyson, are the same things you value in other people. You're deeply, honorably loyal. You're smart, and you're fun and you're big hearted. You're good company, snarky and wicked. So I don't doubt that your crush wants to hang out with you. That doesn't mean you're undesirable or unlovable. It just means he thinks you're cool.