Death is your art. You make it with your hands day after day. That final gasp, that look of peace. And part of you is desperate to know: What's it like? Where does it lead you? And now you see, that's the secret. Not the punch you didn't throw or the kicks you didn't land. She really wanted it. Every Slayer has a death wish. Even you.

Spike ,'Conversations with Dead People'


The Minearverse 6: Fiery Thread of Death

[NAFDA] "There will be an occasional happy, so that it might be crushed under the boot of the writer." From Zorro to Angel (including Wonderfalls, The Inside and Drive), this is where Buffistas come to anoint themselves in the bloodbath. Oh, and help us get Terriers dvds!


Topic!Cindy - Feb 22, 2009 4:13:39 am PST #1974 of 4535
What is even happening?

I'm letting three episodes build up on my DVR before I even try it. It will take two hours and some change for me to watch them, and I'll decide from there. Meanwhile, I'm reading this thread like crazy, trying to prepare myself, because my gut reaction is: Ew.

Tonight's dialogue feels more Joss-like. Though I missed the writer's name.

The writer's credit was DeKnight.

Oh well then, Joss punched it up. (What? I'm kidding. Probably. Mainly. Hi tiggy.)

Somebody pointed out about how in "Buffy", Buffy stood up to the Watchers Council, who were controlling her, and told them to fuck off. She did - 5 years in. We're two episodes in.

She stood up to the Council from the beginning -- from the moment Giles slammed the Vampyr book on the library counter, told him she was "way sure" that wasn't what she was looking for, and walked out on him. They couldn't, didn't (and wouldn't have been able to; at least without magic) control her mind. When Sunnydalians started getting killed by vampires, she went to the CoW (i.e. Giles), but on her own terms. And there were contstant reminders that she was working with them on her own terms (regardless of how the CoW saw it), from at least the that she said, "I'm 16 and I don't want to die," and more probably from the moment she chose to get actively involved, once Willow left the Bronze with "DeBarge."

Buffy nearly always had agency (except for in episodes such as "Helpless" which was about lack of same). That was part of the point. It took time for the CoW to acknowledge it, is all. And? She actually told them to f'off halfway through season 3 (which, since season 1 was only 12 episodes long means it was two seasons in). She told them again in season 5. And she and her crew seemed to be destined to become a new CoW, with agency for the slayers at the finale. From what little I read of the comics, that seems to have continued.

And of course, because her particular and personal watcher (for most of the time) was Giles, who soon recognized her agency and respected her humanity, it was much less of an immediate issue for Buffy. In the beginning her biggest fights with him were whether or not she could go out on dates with people like Owen, and she did, handed him a pager, and named our "Beep me!" thread.

The Council had a good-enough mission from its outset -- kill monsters before they kill us. Their initial means were undeniably bad (they had a demon rape the girl who became the primal slayer, which gave her the strength and skill to hunt the vampires to stop the spread of their evil blah blah) and their view/treatment of her as tool was rather morally bankrupt, but to give them their due (which I usually don't like to), they were in a battle situation. The Dollhouse keepers are not.

Kristen never would have writtern her otherwise. Um.

(Sorry. Buffy's still my girl. It's a button.)

Prepare me for what? For getting kicked out of school? Losing all my friends? Having to spend all my time fighting for my life and never getting to tell anyone because it might ‘endanger’ them? Go ahead. Prepare me.


Kevin - Feb 22, 2009 5:29:45 am PST #1975 of 4535
Never fall in love with somebody you actually love.

Buffy had free will, though - Echo does not, at least in theory. Granted, Buff's reaction to the council was never great, but I still think it took years for her to really tell them to stuff it and make clear who had the power/control.


Matt the Bruins fan - Feb 22, 2009 5:37:09 am PST #1976 of 4535
"I remember when they eventually introduced that drug kingpin who murdered people and smuggled drugs inside snakes and I was like 'Finally. A normal person.'” —RahvinDragand

Huh. If someone's had sex with me and then started trying to kill me by chasing me with a bow and arrow, my instinct is to stop the fucker, forget the talking.

I can see that I might try to stand someone down if they'd only been threatening my life but not actually made an attempt on it. But after getting hit by that arrow, dude's first inkling that I had a gun would have been looking down and wondering where his shiny new exit wound came from. Or possibly hearing the report from the shot that missed—no idea if I'd still have decent aim while hopped up on the wacky juice (though my coordination does get better 3 shots of tequila in). But I'd at least have let the first shot do the announcing of gun possession for me.


Kevin - Feb 22, 2009 6:24:31 am PST #1977 of 4535
Never fall in love with somebody you actually love.

There's a great bit of research done by David Grossman, an expert on the psychology of killing. During World War II, the US army did a research study on their soldiers - they found only between 15-20% of riflemen would fire on an exposed enemy, for example. That's on a battlefield. People were willing to die, but most of them were not willing to kill.

They fixed it, of course - they now do conditioning processes to debase soldiers, then they rebuild them without the typical societal mores, by rewarding desired behaviours and by dehumanising the enemy. It's now over 95% are willing to fire. However, there's incredible levels of mental troubles in soldiers as a result - in fact, recently more soldiers who had returned from battle committed suicide than died in Iraq and Afghanistan in battle.


tiggy - Feb 22, 2009 6:25:13 am PST #1978 of 4535
I do believe in killing the messenger, you know why? Because it sends a message. ~ Damon Salvatore

you crack me up, Cindy. i also enjoy your spicy brains.


Juliebird - Feb 22, 2009 6:52:28 am PST #1979 of 4535
I am the fly who dreams of the spider

My Psych 101 prof put me on the spot one day in front of the whole class and asked me if I would ever hesitate to kill had my unit been called into combat. I told him I'd never thought about it. Felt like an ass for ever having been in the military.


Steph L. - Feb 22, 2009 7:22:03 am PST #1980 of 4535
I look more rad than Lutheranism

I love Cindy.

That is all.


Kevin - Feb 22, 2009 7:29:21 am PST #1981 of 4535
Never fall in love with somebody you actually love.

Minor casting thing I shall white out - Check out who's on Tim's epi of Dollhouse: [link] - Yep, the dude who keeps beating up Fillion in Drive.


§ ita § - Feb 22, 2009 7:34:42 am PST #1982 of 4535
Well not canonically, no, but this is transformative fiction.

Speaking of Nathan Fillion (who's not the minor casting thing), I thought the fake ranger sounded oddly like Mal.


Stephanie - Feb 22, 2009 7:53:49 am PST #1983 of 4535
Trust my rage

Me, too, ita.

And me, too, Steph.