Yeah, but right now I'm not actually worried about his behavior. I'm worried about mine. He may be an asshole, but I try not to be. And I think I may have--no, I just crossed a line. And I can't take it back.
I got stabbed, you know, right here.
Mal ,'Shindig'
Spike's Bitches 38: Well, This Is Just...Neat.
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
vw bug - Dec 04, 2007 11:09:30 am PST #7084 of 10002
Mostly lurking...
askye - Dec 04, 2007 11:16:41 am PST #7085 of 10002
Thrive to spite them
You can't take it back, but when you calm down do you think you could apologize?
Are you worried about this effecting your schoolwork/grade?
vw bug - Dec 04, 2007 11:18:54 am PST #7086 of 10002
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You can't take it back, but when you calm down do you think you could apologize?
Yeah. I will. And probably soon. It's just, what do you say? "I'm sorry is was talking about you behind your back, then you walked by and I spit on you"? It just really doesn't seem to be enough.
Are you worried about this effecting your schoolwork/grade?
No. I'm worried about the five steps back I just took.
askye - Dec 04, 2007 11:27:39 am PST #7087 of 10002
Thrive to spite them
vw, insent.
WindSparrow - Dec 04, 2007 12:01:07 pm PST #7088 of 10002
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.
Have a lolcat: [link]
Cass - Dec 04, 2007 12:25:33 pm PST #7089 of 10002
Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.
(vw) I know you will take care of this in the most appropriate way. I am sorry you feel like you slid back.
For those that light candles tonight, Happy Hannukah!Every night is Hannukah! Um, except in summer. Summer is too warm at times for Hannukuh.
Okay, I just like pretty candles. Act surprised.
-t - Dec 04, 2007 12:38:58 pm PST #7090 of 10002
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration
{{vw}}
Everybody fucks up and does things they wish they hadn't. It doesn't undo all the progress you've made.
Shoot, my menorah is somewhere in a random box. Whoops. Not to mention my matches. I see a shopping trip in my near future.
The Hannukah Ham reminds me of my (Reform) rabbi's story about eating a ham and matzah sandwich on a train during passover and getting funny looks. Which doesn't make the advertising any less silly - that's a tiny niche to market to.
Toddson - Dec 04, 2007 12:42:54 pm PST #7091 of 10002
Friends don't let friends read "Atlas Shrugged"
The place I used to work, I knew the big boss was a non-practicing Jew when he walked by carrying a package and proudly announced, "This is my Easter ham!"
Aims - Dec 04, 2007 12:44:36 pm PST #7092 of 10002
Shit's all sorts of different now.
Oh vw...{{{}}}
vw bug - Dec 04, 2007 12:47:31 pm PST #7093 of 10002
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Thanks, guys. I'm trying not to beat myself up too hard, but feel I deserve a little beating at least. I almost sent myself to bed with no dinner, but then that felt stupid. So, I'm heating up some Swedish meatballs and trying to keep my blood pressure down. Clearly I have some pent up anger and need to deal with that. Soonish would be good.