Thanks, guys. I'm trying not to beat myself up too hard, but feel I deserve a little beating at least. I almost sent myself to bed with no dinner, but then that felt stupid. So, I'm heating up some Swedish meatballs and trying to keep my blood pressure down. Clearly I have some pent up anger and need to deal with that. Soonish would be good.
Wash: I didn't think you were one for rituals and such. Mal: I'm not, but it'll keep the others busy for a while. No reason to concern them with what's to be done.
'Bushwhacked'
Spike's Bitches 38: Well, This Is Just...Neat.
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
vw bug - Dec 04, 2007 12:47:31 pm PST #7093 of 10002
Mostly lurking...
Aims - Dec 04, 2007 1:10:29 pm PST #7094 of 10002
Shit's all sorts of different now.
No going to bed without dinner!
InMEMEMENews:
NUMFAR! DO THE DANCE OF Aimee got her student loans transferred and is now registered for two classes for winter semester! Children's Lit and (tiny little grumble) Algebra!!
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SCHOOL AHEAD AHOY!!!
And also a little don't-freeze-up-and-not-discuss-in-class~ma, please.
askye - Dec 04, 2007 1:12:18 pm PST #7095 of 10002
Thrive to spite them
YAY School!!!
vw bug - Dec 04, 2007 1:13:12 pm PST #7096 of 10002
Mostly lurking...
Go, Aimee!
Nora Deirdre - Dec 04, 2007 1:14:38 pm PST #7097 of 10002
I’m responsible for my own happiness? I can’t even be responsible for my own breakfast! (Bojack Horseman)
Awesome, Aimee! Is this at the community college?
{{vw}} Try to be easy on yourself- everyone, EVERYONE loses it in an ungraceful and uncool manner every once in a while. This does not = psychological backslide, I pinky swear. It means that you responded to a really upsetting person and situation in a way you're not too proud of. And that's OK. I mean, as long as you know it's not something to repeat on a regular basis.
We all have buttons, and we all have bad days. I'm sorry this was such a shitty one for you.
omnis_audis - Dec 04, 2007 1:24:19 pm PST #7098 of 10002
omnis, pursue. That's an order from a shy woman who can use M-16. - Shir
Some holiday cheer for y'all: [link]
{{{VW}}} Some Latin advice for you:
NIL ILLEGITIMUS CARBORUNDUM
- Don't let the bastards get you down
OK, um. A lil hope-things-go-well~ma for me tonight.
Vortex - Dec 04, 2007 1:29:45 pm PST #7099 of 10002
"Cry havoc and let slip the boobs of war!" -- Miracleman
butt wiggle
awww yeah
juliana - Dec 04, 2007 1:40:50 pm PST #7100 of 10002
I’d be lying if I didn’t say that I miss them all tonight…
WindSparrow - Dec 04, 2007 1:45:06 pm PST #7101 of 10002
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.
Nora is wise, vw, and has said everything I have been trying to find words for. I mean, aside from, the whole bit where I think your apology should be, "I'm sorry you are such a jerk that I gave into temptation to act like a jerk back. Try not to let it happen again."
Hmm. vw may not be the only person with anger issues today.
Is it me being overly fussy that I think it is a monumentally bad idea to put raw meat in the bottom (why does that look wrong?) drawer of the fridge next to fresh veggies and packages of shredded cheese? After all, the meat is in those styrofoam and plastic wrap supermarket packages with a plastic grocery bag for added protection.
ETA: Sorry, getting carried away with the ranting. I've been a crankypants lately.
Sparky1 - Dec 04, 2007 2:06:54 pm PST #7102 of 10002
Librarian Warlord
vw, listen to the wise people, and use andi's apology. Also, I'm not sure you should characterize this as back-sliding. I'm going to explain this badly, but once upon a time my doctor looked at me and said, "you don't do this because you're depressed! You just do this because you're a procrastinator!" It was actually a good thing to blame a problem on a bad personality trait rather than the disease, because I finally felt like I was finding out what I was without the disease dictating what I did. Like I said - I'm explaining this very badly.
The furniture people showed up at 5:47 p.m., and I am back at the apartment where there is food and Internet.