Aw, crap, Suzi. I'm sorry.
Zoe: Don't think it's a good spot, sir. She still has the advantage over us. Mal: Everyone always does. That's what makes us special.
'Serenity'
Spike's Bitches 35: We Got a History
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risque (and frisque), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
Nora Deirdre - May 08, 2007 5:51:46 am PDT #8023 of 10003
I’m responsible for my own happiness? I can’t even be responsible for my own breakfast! (Bojack Horseman)
Ailleann - May 08, 2007 5:54:28 am PDT #8024 of 10003
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That's awful, Suzi.
Fred Pete - May 08, 2007 5:58:19 am PDT #8025 of 10003
Ann, that's a ferret.
Many sympathies, Suzi and L.
SuziQ - May 08, 2007 5:58:30 am PDT #8026 of 10003
Back tattoos of the mother is that you are absolutely right - Ame
I feel bad for feeling bad. I feel bad for worrying about the work. I am so tired of work stress.
vw bug - May 08, 2007 5:59:30 am PDT #8027 of 10003
Mostly lurking...
Suzi, if you got this other job, would this stuff no longer be *your* work stress?
SuziQ - May 08, 2007 6:00:47 am PDT #8028 of 10003
Back tattoos of the mother is that you are absolutely right - Ame
vw - Only the more human side and not the work side.
eta - I mean, I wouldn't be as directly responsible for the work - but I'd still stress over her health as a person.
Fred Pete - May 08, 2007 6:01:15 am PDT #8029 of 10003
Ann, that's a ferret.
Suzi, it's a perfectly legitimate way to feel. The situation can't be easy on you. Since you aren't taking it out on L (who sounds like she's trying to make the best of a bad situation), I for one won't criticize.
Connie Neil - May 08, 2007 6:23:18 am PDT #8030 of 10003
brillig
I feel bad for feeling bad. I feel bad for worrying about the work. I am so tired of work stress
When you're dealing with ongoing health issues, it's a constant drain on your energy. You brace yourself for the expected slog through treatment, and it makes unexpected hits a dozen times more disorienting.
And no matter how true all that is, it won't keep you from feeling bad for the times when you can't cope. Human nature is such a lovely thing.
Daisy Jane - May 08, 2007 6:45:35 am PDT #8031 of 10003
"This bar smells like kerosene and stripper tears."
I feel bad for feeling bad. I feel bad for worrying about the work. I am so tired of work stress.
Work is going to be tougher though without someone there who is able to give it her all. Certainly not her fault, but that doesn't ease your work burden.
SuziQ - May 08, 2007 6:54:42 am PDT #8032 of 10003
Back tattoos of the mother is that you are absolutely right - Ame
Even before this latest blow, she was struggling with the work. She has lost a lot of her skills and her memory. Last week I gave her something that should have taken an hour, or an hour and a half - max. It took her 6 hours and this was something she had already been retrained on. That broke my heart.
Today? How do you break something that is already broken?