{Angus}, I watched it tonight, and was crying in the end too.. even my brother's eyes were tearing up. Seems I cry more about sad things in movies and tv when I'm generally feeling happy in real life. When real life is sad, tv just doesn't seem that important anymore.
I like conflicted Spike. I think the whole rape scene last season was a mistake, but at least his crisis of confidence now gives it a counterpoint.