Um, well, we listened to aggressively cheerful music sung by people chosen for their ability to dance. Then we ate cookie dough, and talked about boys.

Giles ,'Get It Done'


Buffista Fic: It Could Be Plot Bunnies  

Where the Buffistas let their fanfic creative juices flow. May contain erotica.


Elena - Jul 04, 2003 9:00:29 pm PDT #4827 of 10001
Thanks for all the fish.

"Silly, I hear you all the time, even when I can't.

Oooh, wonderful.

and once the girls realized they were in no danger, they'd helped lure them into dead ends for Dru to finish them off. Amazing bunch of girls.

Perfect.

Dru watched from the landing, her hands covering her mouth to keep from breaking out into peels of laughter.

Peals, isn't it?


Lee - Jul 04, 2003 9:07:56 pm PDT #4828 of 10001
The feeling you get when your brain finally lets your heart get in its pants.

Deena, like I said, I really liked it, but being drunk now, I will be re-reading it. You know, content and all that.


deborah grabien - Jul 04, 2003 9:52:53 pm PDT #4829 of 10001
It really doesn't matter. It's just an opinion. Don't worry about it. Not worth the hassle.

Asleep on my feet, but both Deena's and Victor's look amazing.

Will read when actually awake....


Connie Neil - Jul 04, 2003 9:57:38 pm PDT #4830 of 10001
brillig

Deena, that was gorgeous. Loving yours too, Victor.

I was watching the fireworks tonight, and a fic knocked on my door. Must go to bed, now, because I have to be at work at 6:30 in the morning. Hopefully all the US Postal Service customers will have better things to do tomorrow than call.

Angel in America, or, Angel on the 4th of July (can't decide on title)

I still feel safest at the Hyperion. The endless cheery subservience at Wolfram & Hart makes me very nervous. They all *look* so sincere, none of them have seemed false in the slightest. But when I really need to think, to remember, to . . . brood, I go home, to my hotel. To the last place I was happy.

It's not quite dark enough for the big show to begin off Santa Monica Pier, but the illegal fireworks are already firing off in various parts of town. Here on the roof I can see for square miles, and the night will blossom fire in all directions.

I love fireworks. I always have. Galway in the mid-eighteenth century hadn't had much in the way of pyrotechnics, but I remember a traveling fair where they fired off Roman candles, to the superstitious terror of the peasants and the giddy joy of the nobles. Bridget McAllister had been terrified and hid her face in my shoulder at the noise, and later she thanked me very sweetly for protecting her. Her cries were not those of pleasure the next time I paid her a call.

America was still the dumping ground of England when I was turned. The Irish who got too noisy about silly things like basic human rights were shipped across the Atlantic. Or they made the journey in order to make their fortunes. I knew both sorts, and I threatened more than once to leave my father to his expectations and to go to the colonies myself. I don't know when I found out America had claimed her independence. I must have known there was a war about it, but I was too young and enthralled with my new power to care about much more than my next kill.

I wanted to go, to see the new world, to taste the blood of brash, free men. Darla always refused, in no uncertain terms. She never explained why. It must have taken a direct order from her Sire, the Master, to bring her to his side in Sunnydale. She distracted me with scourging my way through Europe and points east. I remember one night, though, overhearing Spike whispering to Dru that they could run away from me, they could go to America, where they could be free to make their own way. I put a stop to that nonsense as soon as I could. Now, for the first time, I wonder if there was jealousy involved as much as outrage that Spike could imagine he could leave at a time of his choosing rather than my own.

But it was me who came, instead, making my own way, losing myself in the brave new world. They all watched me suspiciously, there in the steerage section of that immigrant ship. I don't remember how I got past Ellis Island, maybe I just swam to shore and disappeared into the immense anonymity that was New York and America.

It shocked me, how *big* the place was. I wandered for years, and the only borders I came up against were the oceans. Canada and Mexico never lured me, I felt safe within the confines of the land of my exile. It grew so quickly, so arrogantly. Each 4th of July I watched the fireworks and felt grateful for another year's refuge. Even during the witch hunts and suspicions of the '50s, I never thought of leaving, just migrated to the other end of my country, until destiny caught up with me again.

Who was it that caught me on the roof of the Hyperion the night of the 4th that first summer after I moved in? That's right, Wesley. Cordelia had wangled an invitation to someone's boat party, and Gunn was nursemaiding his gang through the carnivals and parades. Wesley had gotten homesick and tired of Ungrateful Day, as he'd taken to calling it, and wandered to the office to see if there was work he could lose himself in. I still think he headed up to the roof to watch the fireworks himself, but he always claimed he was just strolling through the halls and got suspicious when he saw the roof access door open. Whatever, we watched the fireworks together, not saying anything other than "Pretty" and "Oh, look, that building's on fire."

The next year, I was still numb from Buffy's death and the whole Pylea thing. Suddenly the 4th rolled around and Cordy's directing Wes and Gunn in carrying a grill up onto the roof, drafting me into lugging food and beer, and bullying Fred out of her room in order to celebrate her first Earth holiday in five years. It was a good night. I caught myself looking forward to the next one.

I remember thinking, "My son was born in America. He is an American." Well, Irish-American. I always hated St. Patrick's Day, but I was going to teach him to love fireworks as much as his old man did. I think I was too far gone to notice when the 4th rolled around again. I don't imagine they celebrated that year, though I wonder what Connor made of it.

I should have made them edit Connor from my head, too, after I saw him. But, no, I always get to remember everything.

Apparently Wolfram & Hart has a softball league. And a big picnic in a park on the 4th of July. I saw the fliers on the bulletin boards, and some of the folks in the halls said they were sorry I wouldn't be able to join them for the ballgames and barbecue, but they hoped I would be able to join them for the private fireworks display. Something about a unique show such as only Wolfram & Hart could organize. As their new boss, I suppose I should have gone, but as an old champion--who the hell pinned that word on me, anyway?--I can't stand socializing with them.

Two years ago I had a family with me. I even laughed and didn't feel like I was betraying Buffy's memory. Gunn and Wesley got into a not-fight about the Revolution, Cordy just shook her head and pretended she wasn


Connie Neil - Jul 04, 2003 9:58:31 pm PDT #4831 of 10001
brillig

Two years ago I had a family with me. I even laughed and didn't feel like I was betraying Buffy's memory. Gunn and Wesley got into a not-fight about the Revolution, Cordy just shook her head and pretended she wasn't having a good time, and Fred sat in a corner, big-eyed with uncertainty until the fireworks started and she started naming the chemical compositions of the colored fires. I wonder if she even remembers what day it is, down there in her lab. Gunn is--I don't know where Gunn is. He's alone a lot, these days, though he always seems to be listening to something none of the rest of us can here. And Cordy--she was gorgeous that night, the evening breeze in her hair as she let out little squeaks of delight when an especially loud firework burst in the air. She tried to deny doing anything so plebeian, but we all saw her.

A big fountain of blue and red sparks just went off over at the pier. The piercing colors hurt my eyes a little, but I can see them burn longer than humans can. I hear someone say, "That one was lovely," and it sounds so close . . .

I don't turn at the sound of footsteps on the rooftop, but I do pick up the cold beer Wesley sets down on the balustrade in front of me. We don't speak, except to say, "Can you hear the car alarms going off with the impact of the sound waves?" and "I didn't know they could do that shade of green."


Elena - Jul 04, 2003 10:04:56 pm PDT #4832 of 10001
Thanks for all the fish.

The Irish who got too noisy about silly things like basic human rights were shipped across the Atlantic.

But were there such a thing as basic human rights? I mean, was that even a concept then? Because I get the feeling that it's a much more modern invention, and even your Founding Fathers' concept of human rights had a much more narrow definition of human than we'd consider acceptable today. Most of them came because there was no food, didn't they?

Bridget McAllister had been terrified and hid her face in my shoulder at the noise, and later she thanked me very sweetly for protecting her. Her cries were not those of pleasure the next time I paid her a call.

Oooh.

Whatever, we watched the fireworks together, not saying anything other than "Pretty" and "Oh, look, that building's on fire."

Ahhh.

But, no, I always get to remember everything.

Oooh.

Two years ago I had a family with me.

Ahhh.


P.M. Marc - Jul 05, 2003 3:28:14 pm PDT #4833 of 10001
So come, my friends, be not afraid/We are so lightly here/It is in love that we are made; In love we disappear

s.a. made me do it.

When Good Fic Writers Go Bad.

Willow/Snyder S&M non-con. Badfic. These are your warnings. Please take them seriously. It's a trainwreck sort of piece.


Elena - Jul 05, 2003 3:30:01 pm PDT #4834 of 10001
Thanks for all the fish.

Plei, link broken.

All better.


Deena - Jul 05, 2003 3:36:03 pm PDT #4835 of 10001
How are you me? You need to stop that. Only I can be me. ~Kara

well written, really horrible story. ugh. That was painful. I'm not sure why you'd call it badfic, though, really. Can you 'splain?


P.M. Marc - Jul 05, 2003 3:37:55 pm PDT #4836 of 10001
So come, my friends, be not afraid/We are so lightly here/It is in love that we are made; In love we disappear

well written, really horrible story. ugh. That was painful. I'm not sure why you'd call it badfic, though, really. Can you 'splain?

Because there are people who write this sort of stuff seriously, as a whole sort of genre, and I can't take it as goodfic at all. It's exploitation fic, plain and simple. There's no point, no insight, just ick.