I really love fall and spring - I feel most alive then , but I go through some 'bad' days that feel really illogical.partly, it is the unpredictability of the weather/temperature, etc. . partly, it is the allergies.
'Bushwhacked'
Spike's Bitches 32: I think I'm sobering up.
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risque (and frisque), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
in not-as-sexy-as-teppy pictures, here's some from my trip to the west coast of ireland: [link]
It was gorgeous.
I can't order a corset until I have a stable job and a stable weight.
No matter how tempting it is to say to heck with it and get one.
I shouldn't order a new corset until I'm done losing weight. No matter how very much I want a new one.
I shouldn't order a new corset until I'm done losing weight. No matter how very much I want a new one.
See, I feel that way, too. But Meschantes recommends ordering a size 4-6 inches smaller than your natural waistline, because their corsets can -- with proper training -- reduce your waist by that much.
Meaning, my waist would have to shrink 6 inches for the cincher to close entirely in the back. More than 6 inches, and it won't be wearable.
Now, I have lost 2(ish) inches off my waist, but that's been over (roughly) 2-3 months. So I figure that 6 more inches would be at least 9 months, but likely longer. Meaning, I'll be able to wear this cincher for quite a while before it's too big.
Assuming I continue the downward weight trend.
Which I'd better.
Very tiny tiara on a tiny critter: [link]
my brain is in a rut. Which happens when I can feel the seasons changeing, I think. So I want to be something different , but really can't think of anything different that I want to do . so I feel like everthing is boreing, even though I'm not really bored. It is sort of like futless- but there is no energy. and it is vaguely fake. It might be that urge to prep for winter , even though winter isn't the same as the winter I grew up with. My brain is whiney.
t hugs Beth
My brain gets like that sometimes too.
I get season-change weirdness myself, but the beginning of fall is wonderful for me. It's when winter itself appears, as well as the heat of summer, that I start feeling somewhat murderous. The seasons of endurance. I hate having to endure.
My brain gets like that sometimes too.
This might explain why I have 3 alternatives for Halloween costumes. That, and they were 40% off.
I still have to get 3 things to finish mine off. Bah. Don't want to shop (which is how I know I have the fall blues).