Funny you guys were talking about people's need to play with their meds. After school ended, I decided to stop taking my AD's, because things were going so well. IT was a failed experiment; I ended up sleeping 14 hours a day and feeling leaden, so I started up again yesterday.
At least this time, I was paying attention to how I felt, and decided to go back on before thing were at ground zero, emotionally. I just don't want to be ON them; I have this crazy need to believe that my emotional status should be determined by me, not by some chemical interaction.
Good news, tho: with my new health insurance provider my AD went from a $25 copay to $5.55!
BAd news: My Ambien went from a $25 copay to $55
But I bought the Ambien to try to get my sleeping patterns normalized -- school starts in a month, and I thought it better to give myself a month to do it than a week or two. And they are BADLY skewed: I've been going to sleep at about 8 a.m. and waking at 6 p.m.
If my world would accomodate it, I would sleep from 3am to 11am. But, my world is not accomodating.
Ring me, oh bug one.
DON'T DO IT!
IT'S A TRAP!
SHE'LL FEED YOU TO HER
KITTY!!!!!!!
Was just starting the beating up process about the exam. Decided to try to fix things by figuring out what it's going to do to my GPA (which, actually, maybe not such a smart move). But, it worked out in my favor.
I still have a 3.64. Guess I'm doing ok.
Huh. I just got spam with the header "Make your girlfriend or wife speechless with increased hardness". Are they selling tetanus?
ION, I had a dream last night where I get to the office (in heavy rain, look out my window and find that Melbourne is flooded. Through the magic of 'this is a dream', the floodwaters are not far below my window, and there's a blue whale outside.
My subconscious understands me.
If my world would accomodate it, I would sleep from 3am to 11am. But, my world is not accomodating.
yeah, when I was consulting, I slept from 2Am to 10AM. Awesome.
If my world would accomodate it, I would sleep from 3am to 11am. But, my world is not accomodating.
Why yes, that is my body clock. Mornings are a cruel, cruel trick that the universe keeps springing on me.
If my world would accomodate it, I would sleep from 3am to 11am. But, my world is not accomodating.
Why yes, that is my body clock. Mornings are a cruel, cruel trick that the universe keeps springing on me.
Me three.
Jilli, insent (sorry it took so long)
Jilli, insent (sorry it took so long)
No problem! I'm not going to have time to review things until later tonight, anyway.
I keep waiting for the all-night coffehouse-cum-high school to open up, but I am foiled by the daywalking world.
