Very convincing. Makes me completely want to put myself under government control. Please take me to where you can make me unconscious and naked.

Riley ,'Help'


Natter 45: Smooth as Billy Dee Williams.  

Off-topic discussion. Wanna talk about corsets, duct tape, or physics? This is the place. Detailed discussion of any current-season TV must be whitefonted.


Burrell - Jul 26, 2006 1:41:36 pm PDT #8928 of 10002
Why did Darth Vader cross the road? To get to the Dark Side!

Er, why is catholicism anti-champagne? Or is it just pro-guilt?


Kat - Jul 26, 2006 1:46:25 pm PDT #8929 of 10002
"I keep to a strict diet of ill-advised enthusiasm and heartfelt regret." Leigh Bardugo

just pro-guilt.

It's weird, right?

I have worked really hard to get to this size and yet when I look in the mirror I don't look different. Yet I know I am different looking. I can do a one-armed handstand and I have relearned how to do a backhandspring and every month or so when I slip one more size, I know I'm smaller. But it doesn't connect to what I see in the mirror.

sometimes I think I'm an eating disorder that lacks self-control or willpower.


Kathy A - Jul 26, 2006 1:48:03 pm PDT #8930 of 10002
We're very stretchy. - Connie Neil

Considering that champagne was invented by a Catholic monk (thank you, Dom Perignon!), I'm guessing it's the guilt. Although at all the Irish Catholic weddings I remember attending in my family, the sparkly drink of choice was Asti Spumante. I didn't try champagne until after college, when I fell in love with the stuff one NYE.


-t - Jul 26, 2006 1:48:53 pm PDT #8931 of 10002
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration

That is one hell of an accomplishment, Kat! Congratulations and enjoy whatever you can allow yourself to.


Aims - Jul 26, 2006 1:49:42 pm PDT #8932 of 10002
Shit's all sorts of different now.

Wow. I haven't seen you in person in a long time Kat, and well, wow. I know your (general) eyes don't always register what is really there, but you *are* smaller than the last time I saw you. You look really good.


amych - Jul 26, 2006 1:50:33 pm PDT #8933 of 10002
Now let us crush something soft and watch it fountain blood. That is a girlish thing to want to do, yes?

You've done fantastic work, and I've been blown away by your willpower again and again (even if I haven't commented often enough)! So whatever demon that is talking, it not only needs to stop beating you up Right The Hell Now, it's also just plain wrong.


Kat - Jul 26, 2006 1:57:59 pm PDT #8934 of 10002
"I keep to a strict diet of ill-advised enthusiasm and heartfelt regret." Leigh Bardugo

Thanks Aimee and amych. I know. Body image stuff is of the very most boring. So I'll shut up now and instead think of how great it is to have survived another trip around the sun. Which is true and to think of next years big 35th plans which include a passport, geysers and whales....all good things.


P.M. Marc - Jul 26, 2006 1:59:20 pm PDT #8935 of 10002
So come, my friends, be not afraid/We are so lightly here/It is in love that we are made; In love we disappear

I can do a one-armed handstand and I have relearned how to do a backhandspring

You know, the backhandspring looks so filled with joy, it just makes me smile.

(Happy birthday, by the way!)


sarameg - Jul 26, 2006 2:00:09 pm PDT #8936 of 10002

You really are the queen of vacation planning, aren't you? Happy birthday!


amych - Jul 26, 2006 2:01:25 pm PDT #8937 of 10002
Now let us crush something soft and watch it fountain blood. That is a girlish thing to want to do, yes?

Pfft. Not boring -- just hurting you when you don't deserve to be hurt. So enough of that and back to happy birthday!