why can't someone be *my* caretaker, just fucking once, damn it?

Um, not trying to send you off the edge or anything, and I know you want to be respectful of his ADD, but can you maybe say "You know I love spending time with you, but it's kind of hard for me to be at your place, so maybe we should look at spending more time at my place?"

That sounds like a big pile of bad stuff all coming together, Tep. Good luck with not blowing up (at the nice lady, anyway. It kinda sounds like the co-workers could use it. Even if they are the wrong co-workers. Someone clearly needs a whack upside the head.)

these damned allergies, which resist Claritin's might.

Claritin does shit for me, and it makes me drowsy, even though it's not supposed to.

Do you know when Allegra is supposed to go OTC?

Not off the top of my head, but I believe (unrelatedly) that Zoloft is finally FINALLY going generic in June. Woot.

why can't someone be *my* caretaker, just fucking once, damn it?

Um, not trying to send you off the edge or anything, and I know you want to be respectful of his ADD, but can you maybe say "You know I love spending time with you, but it's kind of hard for me to be at your place, so maybe we should look at spending more time at my place?"

Nah, I'm not going off the edge over that -- and I *can* say that to him, I'm just so stressed today that everything feels like a big! insurmountable! problem!

That sounds like a big pile of bad stuff all coming together, Tep.

Like I said, nothing is a big problem -- it's just that my lack of sleep and my thrall to Sweet Lady Sugar Cane and my allergies are making me less able (or willing) to deal with the other stuff.

Know what sucks wide?

Having to gather "evidence" on someone.

oh, yeah, Aimee, I have so been there. Blah.

The thing is, I brought to the attention of the powers that be, but in typical Aimee-Fashion, I didn't think I'd end up having to make the noose. Fuckity.

can you maybe say "You know I love spending time with you, but it's kind of hard for me to be at your place, so maybe we should look at spending more time at my place?

I always have a difficult time with that due to the pet situation. I can't leave my dog at home all night alone (the cat could care less) and I can't always take him to wherever it is I'd like to spend the night. Does The Boy have roommates that can watch the furry ones?

Having to gather "evidence" on someone.

It doesn't always suck. I mean, it does if you like the person... or even if you have no feeling about them whatsoever. If you strongly dislike them, though, it can be kinda fun. Or so I've heard.

At firs Iwas worried, but now I see it all just lots of stuff nibbleing you .

and yay for new classes.

and yay for a b.

and in odd news, I am actually doing things today. Including makeing lists. I haven't made a list in months. The orb is very moativating.

and despite not feeling like I did real well yesterday, after finishng putting my food in fitday - nothing was as bad as I thought. It looks like if I eat cookies, they become part of my over all normal caloric intake , not extra on top of my regular intake. I've been trying to do this for years. yay me

not so fun, aimee.

I brought to the attention of the powers that be, but in typical Aimee-Fashion, I didn't think I'd end up having to make the noose.

Yeah, me too. It was actually not so cool, I think, for the boss in question to do that. And I hated the person I was gathering evidence on, but it was so stressful and YUCK.

Tep, I've also been having weird sugar highs and lows all week, and today is one of the better days I've had for a while, and what do I do? Have a cookie. Also, I've been sleeping, but still am constantly so tired I want to punch people in the face. If I had the energy to do so. And I can't get to the doctor for like a month to talk to her about it.

ION, I am eating leftover homemade curried lentils and brown rice with plain yogurt. When the fuck did I become such a happy hippie?