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msbelle - Apr 26, 2006 4:59:56 pm PDT #3894 of 10002
I remember the crazy days. 500 posts an hour. Nubmer! Natgbsb

I'm a cranky tired woman who wants sugar. similar?


tommyrot - Apr 26, 2006 5:02:22 pm PDT #3895 of 10002
Sir, it's not an offence to let your cat eat your bacon. Okay? And we don't arrest cats, I'm very sorry.

I'm a cranky tired woman who wants sugar. similar?

I think so. Will pie make you happy as a kitten?


sarameg - Apr 26, 2006 5:09:13 pm PDT #3896 of 10002

I watched Bones. Which may have been inadvisable, given the topic.

Hope isn't a thing with feathers. Hope is a bitch. You have it, then you don't and the lack is a crushing cruel thing.

I'm really exhausted by this rollercoaster. I had 5 hours today of zen. Then it fell apart. I hate my brain for that. I hate that I'm prone to expect the worst and plan out the details and contingencies, and then to be derailed by hope. And then for that to fail. AHRG.

And I really want peanut butter, but I'm tired of the painful zits.

And I really wish someone would fix that cat who is in heat outside because the cries of the males are killing me. I know it is biology, but the cries are horrid when I'm dealing with a miserable cat, even at a distance (5 miles. I hope he's sleeping.)


msbelle - Apr 26, 2006 5:12:33 pm PDT #3897 of 10002
I remember the crazy days. 500 posts an hour. Nubmer! Natgbsb

I am sure he is sleeping and having happy cat dreams. The vet folks love him dearly and will keep him comfortable and well cared for.

I am sorry you are rollercoastering.


tommyrot - Apr 26, 2006 5:14:12 pm PDT #3898 of 10002
Sir, it's not an offence to let your cat eat your bacon. Okay? And we don't arrest cats, I'm very sorry.

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sarameg - Apr 26, 2006 5:21:50 pm PDT #3899 of 10002

If nothing else, I know the staff adores him. They don't recognize MY name, but when I say Mister Kitty, there are immediate coos and other sounds of pleased recognition.

I'm in a relatively zen space now. Mostly. Sort of in between or I wouldn't be posting. Kinda had the last rollercoaster down on the phone with my mom, who gets how absolutely insane I am about my pets. I realize a lot don't really get it. Which makes it hard to explain why I had to close my office door today.

She didn't freak when I basically passed out when Sky was killed in front of the house when I was 9. She's not going to freak out when I sob out stuff and blow my nose while on the phone.

It's so weird, I felt so stupid for it for those hours this afternoon. And then it slammed back with a vengeance and I can't distance myself.


msbelle - Apr 26, 2006 5:26:54 pm PDT #3900 of 10002
I remember the crazy days. 500 posts an hour. Nubmer! Natgbsb

I do not think it is stupid. I'm a mess just thinking about it. WIth Baxter? A disaster. for about a week. Then still teary months afterward. No need to feel stupid. It is who you are and it is lovely.


sarameg - Apr 26, 2006 5:32:33 pm PDT #3901 of 10002

Thank you.

now where did I put the kleenex box?

Toldja I was in between. It's just weird, the vast space between when I am ok and when I'm not. They really can't recognize each other. There's a hope and an utter lack of. There is no medium.

I really hope this isn't making you go through Baxter again. Not with the same intensity. Urgh.


msbelle - Apr 26, 2006 5:34:47 pm PDT #3902 of 10002
I remember the crazy days. 500 posts an hour. Nubmer! Natgbsb

I am ok with Baxter now. It is not a problem. You just let yourself go where the emotion takes you right now. Also? this is late for you. go to bed.


sarameg - Apr 26, 2006 5:35:50 pm PDT #3903 of 10002

Hey, I'm lucky to be in bed before midnight. Last night was 1! (but that was bad.)

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