Excuse me? Who gave you permission to exist?

Cordelia ,'Beneath You'


Spike's Bitches 29: That sure as hell wasn't in the brochure.  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risque (and frisque), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


brenda m - Feb 21, 2006 3:04:39 am PST #375 of 10001
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there

Really, I don't know where my motivation has gone lately. My food choices - not so much with the virtuous. I think my subconscious may have decided 'hey, I've lost 30lb and I look much better, guess I must have finished losing weight now - if I lose any more I'll actually be NotFat, and that would be freakish and threatening and new'. Or something.

Careful - that's right about where I was - down 37 - when I somehow started backsliding and I haven't rediscovered my motivation yet. Don't be me!


WindSparrow - Feb 21, 2006 3:05:22 am PST #376 of 10001
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.

Fay, if your food choices are of the OK but not optimal for shedding the excess variety rather than truly unhealthy, you can declare this stretch of time an exploration of maintenance eating. If you do get a couple pounds back - it could actually be very helpful, as it will trick your body out of adjusting your metabolism to the famine conditions of dieting, thereby preventing a plateau. So, when you are ready to go at it again, you will continue to have shiny results. And interview~ma to you.

bt, here's to this new phase of your life. May it bring you love of many kinds, laughter, and not too much pain.

vw, be good to yourself today.


esse - Feb 21, 2006 3:15:28 am PST #377 of 10001
S to the A -- using they/them pronouns!

I think cupcakes move out of the responsibility sphere. Really, can anyone have culpability for eating cupcakes?

But I just took an Ambien, and so I should be asleep in about 10 minutes. Yay drugs.

I did the same thing! But it took half an hour for me.


vw bug - Feb 21, 2006 3:20:48 am PST #378 of 10001
Mostly lurking...

Just talked to my PCP. She raised the steroid dose. Again. And I'm only allowed out of the house for doctor's appointments today.

I'm sick of this.


Fay - Feb 21, 2006 3:25:38 am PST #379 of 10001
"Fuck Western ideologically-motivated gender identification!" Sulu gasped, and came.

I think cupcakes move out of the responsibility sphere.

nods frantically

Plus - NO FAT. Um. But sugar and carbs, so still bad. But no fat!

My eating choices are okayish, I think - just not great. Had home made vegetable soup last night (and, er, a lot of cupcakes) and today I've eaten bananas, green salad, rice with a little minced beef, and, er, several cupcakes (accompanied by bananas & in their capacity as Breakfast Food, since I didn't have time for a bowl of Special K this morning). And several diet Cokes. And some water.


esse - Feb 21, 2006 3:33:02 am PST #380 of 10001
S to the A -- using they/them pronouns!

Yum. Your diet is 10x better than the college student special.


vw bug - Feb 21, 2006 3:38:22 am PST #381 of 10001
Mostly lurking...

I am currently on 16 medications (I'm filling out a form for a doctor's appointment this afternoon). This is ridiculous.


Frankenbuddha - Feb 21, 2006 3:49:34 am PST #382 of 10001
"We are the Goon Squad and we're coming to town...Beep! Beep!" - David Bowie, "Fashion"

After catching up in the thread, I'm pretty sure someone needs to take the "Facts about Chuck Norris" list and substitute CN with "Mr. Clean Majik Eraser".


flea - Feb 21, 2006 4:09:31 am PST #383 of 10001
information libertarian

I think some of you need to come visit me, bringing your Mr. Clean Magick Erasers AND your Scrubbing Bubbles.


Nora Deirdre - Feb 21, 2006 4:32:53 am PST #384 of 10001
I’m responsible for my own happiness? I can’t even be responsible for my own breakfast! (Bojack Horseman)

I have bronchitis (well, that's my own diagnosis, and have to wait till 2:30 to get validated) and at work (because this is where my doctors are) and found at that my good friend B tried to kill herself last week and my continued helplessness at her mental problems continues and I suck.

The end.