I'm sorry. I can say that as somebody who totally knows what that is like. Have you been speaking Latin in front of the books again?
I fed off a flowerperson, and I spent the next six hours watchin' my hand move.
Spike ,'Same Time, Same Place'
Spike's Bitches 28: For the Safety of Puppies...and Christmas!
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risque (and frisque), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
erikaj - Feb 09, 2006 11:58:48 am PST #8237 of 10001
Always Anti-fascist!
Betsy HP - Feb 09, 2006 11:58:55 am PST #8238 of 10001
If I only had a brain...
Speaking only for myself, practice. I don't shoot for not hating myself ever; I'm aiming for (and have largely achieved) not hating myself mostly. Sometimes I look in the mirror and think "I hate myself", just like anybody else. When that happens, I try to remember HALT -- Hungry, Angry, Lonely, Tired, adding in my personal favorites, Premenstrual (probably not your problem) and Migrainy. It isn't that I don't have the feeling -- it's that now I can argue with it. I can say "No, I don't really hate myself, I just need to take a nap/take a migraine drug/get out of the house".
Steph L. - Feb 09, 2006 11:59:00 am PST #8239 of 10001
I look more rad than Lutheranism
what's it going to take for me to stop hating myself?
Oh, honey. I'm with you.
Gudanov - Feb 09, 2006 12:02:32 pm PST #8240 of 10001
Coding and Sleeping
I have self self-hatred issues too. I feel like I'm fucked up my marriage, my house is a mess, my finances are a mess (they are getting better though, so less of an issue), I'm overweight, etc...
Ok, now I'm bummed.
Laura - Feb 09, 2006 12:04:33 pm PST #8241 of 10001
Our wings are not tired.
Sometimes I look in the mirror and think "I hate myself", just like anybody else.
Except for the whole avoiding mirrors like the plague part, I'm there with you too. Most everyone I know has these days, and the rest probably just don't admit to them.
Can't do anything to keep any of you from (undeservedly) hating yourselves, but I'll love you anyway.
juliana - Feb 09, 2006 12:10:28 pm PST #8242 of 10001
I’d be lying if I didn’t say that I miss them all tonight…
Can't do anything to keep any of you from (undeservedly) hating yourselves, but I'll love you anyway.
Yup, this.
SuziQ - Feb 09, 2006 12:18:30 pm PST #8243 of 10001
Back tattoos of the mother is that you are absolutely right - Ame
Just a drive by to say lunch at Chez Panisse was a two hour culinary orgasmic affair.
Now I have to get 2 hours worth of work done in the next 15 minutes and then fly outta here for my iron thing. Oh boy.
Gudanov - Feb 09, 2006 12:20:14 pm PST #8244 of 10001
Coding and Sleeping
8x-ma MG
Cass - Feb 09, 2006 12:29:10 pm PST #8245 of 10001
Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.
When that happens, I try to remember HALT -- Hungry, Angry, Lonely, Tired, adding in my personal favorites, Premenstrual (probably not your problem) and Migrainy.Let's see... No. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Tension or sinus likely, but yes. I'm not sure this is a happy-making checklist. Useful, but depressing today.
I need to run to the pharmacy and Trader Joe's. First I need to shower. Yep. Any minute now I am going to get motivated. Any minute...
lunch at Chez Panisse was a two hour culinary orgasmic affair.Nummy...
Aims - Feb 09, 2006 12:35:10 pm PST #8246 of 10001
Shit's all sorts of different now.
JZ, you darling girl.....insent.