(((Trudy))), I'm so very sorry.

xposted with natter:

If you never thought Back to the Future could be slashed, well, you were wrong. Really funny movie trailer spoof of BBM.

I've never drunk dialled. But judging from my inbox, I have e-mailed under the influence of medication. They need to write that on the bottles.

Oh, I've drunk-dialed A LOT. But I think my percocet-induced phone calls (some of which were to y'all) were a LOT funnier.

I'm sorry for your loss, Trudy.

I don't get drunk by myself, so that's probably why I have never drunk dialed. The worst, though, is answering the phone on Ambien. I can force myself away from the computer, but I will still answer the damned phone and sound like a crazy person.

I've done something extremely stupid and it's a big stupid mistake. I'm at this weird state where I'm freaking out and I have to tell my parents about this (unless I lie and lying is partly what got me in trouble). If I lived further away or if I had money to take care this I wouldn't have to tell them, but I'm not totally freaking out panicking. I want to curl up in a hole and wish this never happened.

I've called my therapist. This might sound really bad, but part of me wishes I would fall to pieces enough so I can go to the hospital and deal with falling apart rather than this. But I don't need that. It's just running away and avoidance (again, what got me into this problem).

I've posted in lj drunk, but I don't think I've drunk dialed. And, given that I have to be capable of remembering my lj password and other such things, I've never posted while really, really drunk. My coordination--fingers and all--tends to be the first thing to go when I'm drinking.

I've LJ posted drunk, and I've emailed professors drunk to inform them I wouldn't be attending class that day. But I usually don't remember how to dial a phone when I'm that wasted; though, strangely, I can still type.

I've chatted on irc (with Dan probably) while on Ambien.