I think I am going to grab a quick nap and head up some friends for the evening. There is a promise of a fire, some wine and generally being comfortable.

I am scared to pieces about my grandma but there really isn't a damn thing I can do tonight.

So I will nap and actually put myself in the presence of other people. It's better than staying home, Googling and freaking myself out.

So I will nap and actually put myself in the presence of other people. It's better than staying home, Googling and freaking myself out.

Very wise. I'll be thinking good thoughts for your grandmother.

[eta: Hec, I promise to eat a chi-chi slider for you the very next time I'm in Bloomingdales. Pinkie swear.]

Phew - thanks, Jess. Good to know you're there for me.

I'm going to need a review too.

Cass, no Google allowed.

EVEN after the get a firm diagnosis. NO GOOGLE. None.

People are good. Have people.

(((Cass)))

((Cass)))

EVEN after the get a firm diagnosis. NO GOOGLE. None.

Listen to the Plei, for she is wise.

They have very tasty chi-chi sliders at the Peninsula. Three eeny ones, taller than they are wide. One with gorgonzola, one with brie, and one with aged cheddar. Teh Yum.

Cass, 'ma to you and your family. And no googling.

I'm not googling. (repeat as needed) I just wish I *knew* what was going on and what was going to happen. And I know that googling will honestly get me none of that, but the lure of some information is powerful. I'm not googling though. It's my mantra.

Sleep isn't working out so I am going to grab a shower and go from there It's just that I feel so disconnected right now.

beth, that is one effective day you've had there.