I am confident you are not a pain in the ass to event people, Allyson.
Of course, half the reason I like to be on the door, as opposed to just volunteers with a list, is that I let anyone in with a good story, rather than make it a Thing. Which volunteers have been known to do, trying to do the right thing.
Okey doke. My feelings of supreme guiltness have been reduced by 20%. So that's better.
I snapped at my father and then swallowed the true cause of my irritation, masking it with half the truth instead of laying it out there.
So now I'm mad at us both, instead of just him.
I hate being this low on reserves.
I
despise
being the person who lashes out to punish people for her mood, for which they're not even slightly responsible.
It's not to late lay it out there, if you want to mitigate. It may not be appropriate/you may not feel like getting into it, but the option exists.
Too late for it to be appropriate. The topic's not only changed, he's left to go get dinner. I'd be reheating the topic of discussion after misdirecting the whole thing anyway.
I don't like me much these days.
you can lash out at me for free if you want. I cherish you.
I don't like me much these days.
Bah. You need a day off. Maybe a hyperbaric chamber?
if it is helpful for me to be more annoying, I can make kissy noises.