I get confused. I remember everything. I remember too much, and... some of it's made up, and... some of it can't be quantified, and... there's secrets.

River ,'Safe'


Natter 40: The Nice One  

Off-topic discussion. Wanna talk about corsets, duct tape, or physics? This is the place. Detailed discussion of any current-season TV must be whitefonted.


Allyson - Nov 08, 2005 6:40:45 pm PST #2436 of 10006
Wait, is this real-world child support, where the money goes to buy food for the kids, or MRA fantasyland child support where the women just buy Ferraris and cocaine? -Jessica

Okey doke. My feelings of supreme guiltness have been reduced by 20%. So that's better.


§ ita § - Nov 08, 2005 6:44:03 pm PST #2437 of 10006
Well not canonically, no, but this is transformative fiction.

I snapped at my father and then swallowed the true cause of my irritation, masking it with half the truth instead of laying it out there.

So now I'm mad at us both, instead of just him.

I hate being this low on reserves.

I despise being the person who lashes out to punish people for her mood, for which they're not even slightly responsible.


Jesse - Nov 08, 2005 6:46:38 pm PST #2438 of 10006
Sometimes I trip on how happy we could be.

It's not to late lay it out there, if you want to mitigate. It may not be appropriate/you may not feel like getting into it, but the option exists.


§ ita § - Nov 08, 2005 6:50:16 pm PST #2439 of 10006
Well not canonically, no, but this is transformative fiction.

Too late for it to be appropriate. The topic's not only changed, he's left to go get dinner. I'd be reheating the topic of discussion after misdirecting the whole thing anyway.

I don't like me much these days.


msbelle - Nov 08, 2005 6:50:38 pm PST #2440 of 10006
I remember the crazy days. 500 posts an hour. Nubmer! Natgbsb

you can lash out at me for free if you want. I cherish you.


Jesse - Nov 08, 2005 6:51:54 pm PST #2441 of 10006
Sometimes I trip on how happy we could be.

I don't like me much these days.

Bah. You need a day off. Maybe a hyperbaric chamber?


§ ita § - Nov 08, 2005 6:51:59 pm PST #2442 of 10006
Well not canonically, no, but this is transformative fiction.

you can lash out at me for free if you want. I cherish you.

Really?

Fuck off.


msbelle - Nov 08, 2005 6:52:27 pm PST #2443 of 10006
I remember the crazy days. 500 posts an hour. Nubmer! Natgbsb

cherish.


msbelle - Nov 08, 2005 6:54:26 pm PST #2444 of 10006
I remember the crazy days. 500 posts an hour. Nubmer! Natgbsb

if it is helpful for me to be more annoying, I can make kissy noises.


Lee - Nov 08, 2005 6:55:22 pm PST #2445 of 10006
The feeling you get when your brain finally lets your heart get in its pants.

What msbelle said. Minus the kissy noises, because I always end up sounding like a sick duck.