I introduced Teppy to Invader Zim and now she's going about crowing, "No one should taste so delicious!"

Wait, hadn't Teppy known about Zim before? Silly, silly woman.

Wait, hadn't Teppy known about Zim before?

I know, I was shocked. It's such a perfectly Tepulent show. I had to carefully explain that Gaz was in fact the forerunner to all the many, many goth cartoon girls currently running around on kid's shows these days. Every cartoon out there now has a goth girl or a black nerd boy for a sidekick, or (in some instances) both. It's a Thing.

And we didn't even see an episode with Gir in it! Gir's the best part.

Today I got to sleep in and then I watch some tv including last Sunday's Desperate Housewives and then went to the post office. Afterwards I stopped by our local cafe and got a latte made by a cute young Italian barista and spent the rest of the day puttering and watching tv.

Also, there is no need to feel guilt because sometime in the afternoon it got all dark and it's been raining most of the evening.

How did I miss that Tep was going to SF? I usually am busy stalking her.

It's the middle of November in Minnesota. Why do we have a Tornado watch?

Weather is craxy weird.

Thunderstorm now. Wheee.

I'd feel better about this whole going back to work thing if I could actually foresee myself getting a chance to relax any time in the next 5-10 years.

Seriously. That's why I'm annoyed about having to start Monday. This week I scrambled through Thursday to get my manuscript out the door, and have been scrambling ever since to get everything set up to start work. And it feels like I'll never, ever get the chance to just curl up with a book for the fun of it again ever in my life. At least not till I'm very, very old.

I'm so tired I want to cry, and I haven't even started work yet.

Memorial service for dog who rescued cats:

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And it feels like I'll never, ever get the chance to just curl up with a book for the fun of it again ever in my life.

Reading is a tough one. I only manage it in 10-15 minute chunks. Waiting at the bus stop is prime time. I just carry a book with me and when I have to wait in a line at the bank or wait on hold or whatever I open it.

Hours in the day is a huge problem. Kids do become more and more independent though and need less hands on help and more just being there.

You will find your own way to have your down time. Mostly I only get it in tiny increments.

I'd feel better about this whole going back to work thing if I could actually foresee myself getting a chance to relax any time in the next 5-10 years.

Hell, I don't have this now and I don't even have kids. I'm working 7 days a week all this month, and nothing really shorter than a 10 or 12 hour day. Since friday I haven't even been home and I only got 3 hours of sleep the night before that.

I'd love a vacation, however it's not gonna happen. As it is I finally got health insurance for the first time in forever a few months ago, and if I don't get enough work on union contracts I'll lose it again. As long as I can remember it's been about getting enough contracts to pay the rent. It's how I've had to live just to be a freelancer. Read a book for pleasure? I do it, but the only way that I do is by making the choice to get less sleep.