I was somewhat speech-delayed as a baby,

Oh dear. She might only be as smart as Hil! That is a problem...

t /tongue very much in cheek

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OK, the nurse at the pede just called back, and took the time to let me detail my concerns, which was cool. She said that she really wishes they'd change, or at least finesse the wording, of that item on the checklists, because there is such a wide normal range for language acquisition. At 15 months, they worry if a child doesn't babble and make sounds (which Annabel does), or doesn't seem to understand speech and generally interact with the world around her (which Annabel does in spades), or seems to have hearing problems (certainly doesn't seem to be the case, because she responds to sounds, dances to music, etc.), but 18 months is more the appropriate time to worry about using words. She said it sounded like I was doing a fine job and don't need to start following Annabel around talking to her all the time, but I might help her and give myself peace of mind by making a point of reading to her daily and talking to her about things we see when we're out together. Also that not talking at this stage probably says very little about her intelligence and much more about her personality and/or learning style. And I've already pegged Annabel as being fairly introverted, an observant type, someone who learns through intuitive leaps, and quite possibly a bit of a perfectionist, all of which might lead to late talking.

So. Feeling less worried, and happy that I finally got someone who didn't just handwave my concerns away.

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I can ask the Seattle friends who aren't Seattlistas if they have any recommendations.

Oh, that would be great, Sparky. Thanks. She's had a sort of rotten run of luck with bod in the last year, and she's just so frustrated. I'm guessing she has good coverage, given who employs her.

She might know, but she hasn't worked in a hospital for almost two decades, and she's also in the Group Health system, so her knowledge of outside practitioners is going to be slim to none.

Okay, thanks anyhow, Plei.

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Oh, that would be great, Sparky.

Emails sent. Might take a few days, but I'll let you know what they say.

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Sparky, I'll let her know you've put out the word. Thank you so much.

Susan, that's great.

At 15 months, they worry if a child doesn't babble and make sounds (which Annabel does), or doesn't seem to understand speech and generally interact with the world around her (which Annabel does in spades), or seems to have hearing problems (certainly doesn't seem to be the case, because she responds to sounds, dances to music, etc.), but 18 months is more the appropriate time to worry about using words.

That's what I had in mind when I said leeway. That tracks with the kids I've known (none of whom know how to shut up).

When a kid is slower to come along than we expect, or seems not to keep up with her peers, I think it's pretty much par for the course for a parent not only to worry, but to feel the sort of guilt you were feeling. Do you think that the guilt fueled your worry even more than Annabel's actual verbal development?

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Good nurse! Good news!

I'm glad you talked to her, Susan.

and happy that I finally got someone who didn't just handwave my concerns away.

Do you think we were handwaving? Because we said pretty much exactly what she said.

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Ah, fuck.

Just had to call my mother to let her know an old friend of hers died yesterday. [link]

I'd read about him earlier in the week in the paper, but hadn't connected the name to her friend Andy until she was mentioning this morning that a mutual friend of theirs had told her day before yesterday that he was in hospital and given her the number to call him. I showed her the article this morning, before they found out he'd died.

She was going to call today.

Fuck. Poor guy. He wasn't very old.

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I'm so sorry aobut your mother's friend.

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Gah, Plei, that's terrible.

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So I was geting ready to do dinner (and then tackle the dishes) when I discover the water won't come on. I call the utility company and they are sending someone out within the hour.

With my housekeeping skills "within the hour" is frightning. Thank god for my giant closet. I just wish there was some place to hide all the dirty dishes I needed to get cleaned two days ago.

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