Cash! E me your address to Gmail, and I can send you your tees and turtlenecks!
I was just wondering last night how you TTC was going! Ooo. Let's see if I can type this message around my milky little girl. LJ, that sucks!
I want to get my brows done, but fitting it in is harder than justifying the money spent.
Today, I am going to attempt to leave the house for FUN! I have not done this since before Lily was born, at least not by myself. Hell, we rarely leave this room. I'm considering it a dry run for the Reel Mom's showings of Mr & Mrs Smith and Batman Begins.
I've done my own eyebrows very successfully once, and with mixed results a few times. I should get them done so I know what they
b should
look like. When I was a teenager I'd read Glamour or whatever's guide to perfect brows and it seemed like mine were perfect, but sometime in the last 20 years they stopped that.
I just came back from getting my toes all prettied up. Need to do the lashes again soon, too.
I was just crazy enough to apply for an extra student loan to help me get through with the decreased income. I think, with the way the woman on the phone handled it, I got denied...but I'm waiting for the e-mail to confirm that.
I'm frustrated. I need someone to take a chance on me. I know my credit is terrible, but I'm trying. I'm trying really, really hard. And I need some help to get through school. And I just feel like such a stupid failure.
Not a failure, vw. You were blindsided by an unexpected financial shortfall and you're coping as best you can. Good luck with the loan. You never know.
It was denied. I can write a big long letter explaining everything on my credit report and try to get them to re-look at it, but it's probably not gonna happen. Oh, well.
I just feel like such a stupid failure.
With your GPA? Puh-lease. As for the money, the SYSTEM is a failure, not you.
I know it's stupid. When it comes to money, I just can't keep myself from going to that failure place. Work is going great. School is going great. I'm holding up two jobs, school, home (kind of), etc. But I just can't get caught up with money. And it's such a taboo subject. I kind of can't believe I'm even talking about it here. I just...I'm so sick of feeling like a leech and failure in that boat.
So I may have jumped to a tiny conclusion this morning. My old employers are replacing another person at my level, not my exact job. And while I still would have liked them to call me first, the truth is I wouldn't have wanted to take her position anyhow, especially since I've been interviewing for easier jobs that pay more.
So yeah, they aren't quite the assholes I made them out to be.
And I should get my brows done this weekend. I can pluck them myself, but waxing is so much faster and they always look pretty when I have them done.
