Maybe it's not havng so much stress? I know I do that, hold it together through the crisis and then fall completely apart the second I can relax.
Sorry the crocheting is not co-operating.
But I understand. You gave up everything you had to find me. And you found me broken. It's hard for you.
River ,'Safe'
Spike's Bitches 23: We've mastered the power of positive giving up.
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-t - Apr 25, 2005 10:48:47 am PDT #5601 of 10001
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration
vw bug - Apr 25, 2005 10:49:45 am PDT #5602 of 10001
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Maybe it's not havng so much stress?
I'm pretty sure that's what happened on Thursday and Friday. But, for Pete's sake. It's Monday now! Chill out, brain!
Fred Pete - Apr 25, 2005 10:49:52 am PDT #5603 of 10001
Ann, that's a ferret.
it's been a very stressful week, but the last few days have been better
vw, FWIW, sometimes there are enough resources to get through the crisis. Then, when things calm down, the mind/body collapses because it's "safe" to do so.
Could that be what you're feeling?
(ETA: Or you can ignore the x-post.)
brenda m - Apr 25, 2005 10:50:00 am PDT #5604 of 10001
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there
vw! I got the Mountie boxers a while back and totally forgot to mention. Thank you!
vw bug - Apr 25, 2005 10:51:16 am PDT #5605 of 10001
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vw! I got the Mountie boxers a while back and totally forgot to mention. Thank you!
Oh good!
Susan W. - Apr 25, 2005 10:52:02 am PDT #5606 of 10001
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{{{vw}}} Sleep deprivation really adds up, I always find.
-t - Apr 25, 2005 10:53:59 am PDT #5607 of 10001
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration
In that case, I totally blame the yarn. I've caught yarn conspiring against me before, no reason to think it wouldn't act against vw as well.
vw bug - Apr 25, 2005 10:54:18 am PDT #5608 of 10001
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I feel like I can't even think. I have all these stupid skills that I've been taught to use, and I can't think of a damned thing to try right now...besides taking a nap, which may be a mistake, 'cause then I might be up all night. So, I paged my therapist, for at least the fifth time this week. Still no call back, though.
Scrappy - Apr 25, 2005 10:55:04 am PDT #5609 of 10001
Life moves pretty fast. You don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it.
I always feel stretched thin when I have several days in a row of not enough sleep.
If it was me, I would take a bath and reread a book I particuarly liked in the tub.
Sparky1 - Apr 25, 2005 10:57:17 am PDT #5610 of 10001
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vw, do you have a favorite song or album you can put on and sing? Something to just break/stop/change what your brain is doing right now?