You know, watching Severance does not combat my Friday morning but-I-don’t-want-to-work mood at all

Yay library!

My telehealth appointment was scheduled at 1140. They asked for me to be signed in 15 mins early. It's now 1157 and I'm still waiting.

The fun thing about the Return to Office mandate is that on a day when I feel a little under the weather and I could just work from home, I am taking actual sick leave and not really working (although i did some email). Forcing everyone into the office is LESS PRODUCTIVE people!

But of course that's the point: they want gov to be less productive and the employees to be seen as bad at their jobs, so as to justify getting rid of government entirely.

Everything is wonderful all of the time...

Holy fuck y'all how did I get almost 400 messages behind???

onscreen data showed that he was sitting in a "collabocus" room.

Never have I regretted revealing a whitefont more, and that's saying something (I miss ita).

I'm wondering if I should ask my doctor about a measles booster. I know I had all the vaccinations that were required when I was a kid, but I'm seeing some recommendations for adults who work on college campuses to get boosters, since campus are filled with tons of people who frequently travel all over the world, so pretty much anything that's spreading anywhere can eventually end up here.

When I started grad school I couldn't find my MMR vaccine records (because they were on paper from 40 years ago) so I had blood drawn and that showed I needed to get re-vaxxed (titers were just below the "you are immune from these diseases" limit). So yeah, anyone over 40 who interacts with student populations or travels a lot should probably get boosted.

I feel badly for ordinary Russians...ordinary Israelis too

See also: ordinary Americans.

I’m figuring either shit goes so bad that my retirement money is just a pipe dream, or I’ve got long enough that it can bounce back. I hope.

Oof, this. I have to keep reminding myself not to check those accounts because the stock market right now is so bonkers that the day-to-day changes are going to be meaningless (until they're not? we'll see!)

Perimeopause is a bitch. My gyno put me on HRT about a week ago, I'm not sure if it's helping or not yet.

It is performance review season and I have just over a dozen. I have to do this week and next. (The reviews are done in December, this is the reveal along with bonus, and comp increases.) The process by which people get ranked as good/stronger/exceptional is endless and confusing so even when the money is good the conversations can be a little stressful.

Basically, I have a whole team of former gifted student/over-achievers I have to convince to be happy with Good.

Ok. Saw the Dr. He said it seems like it's Vasovagal syncope , but what is causing it ? Who knows. Possibly peri menopause. He is giving me a prescription for an anti nausea med and what's it for the dizziness to try and control the symptoms.

I have my quarterly Please give me my ADHD meds appointment on the 25th so he is going to run my A1C again to see what that says and see how I'm doing

I hope the meds help quickly, askye.

Holy fuck y'all how did I get almost 400 messages behind???

Hi, Jessica! Yeah, that whole having a life thing can be very disruptive.

So I am still dealing with my tax return. Going to have to do some creative accounting.

I’m figuring either shit goes so bad that my retirement money is just a pipe dream, or I’ve got long enough that it can bounce back. I hope.

Oof, this. I have to keep reminding myself not to check those accounts because the stock market right now is so bonkers that the day-to-day changes are going to be meaningless (until they're not? we'll see!)

Yeah, I just keep ignoring my retirement account and hoping our money guy is moving stuff around in a way that will be beneficial in the long term. (I'm also very glad retirement is a ways off for me still.)

Ok. Saw the Dr. He said it seems like it's Vasovagal syncope

Vasovagal syncope suuuucks. I hope the doctor can figure out what's causing it.

Yeah, and it seems like one of those, "Yup, your dizziness is caused by vertigo," type of diagnoses... "You're dizzy? Oh, that's because you're dizzy!"

I hope the meds help, askye.

Accounting-fu your way, Laura!

I am reading in the library as predicted. Giving myself 20 more minutes, then I need to head home to onerous tasks, but then more reading, so, yay.