{{{Tep}}} Keep breathing, that's enough for now
Don't you just love this party? Everything's so fancy, and there's some kind of hot cheese over there.
Kaylee ,'Shindig'
Natter 77: I miss my friends. I miss my enemies. I miss the people I talked to every day.
Off-topic discussion. Wanna talk about corsets, duct tape, butt kicking, or physics? This is the place. Detailed discussion of any current-season TV must be whitefonted.
-t - Aug 20, 2021 7:18:09 am PDT #8580 of 30000
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration
Dana - Aug 20, 2021 7:18:53 am PDT #8581 of 30000
"I'm useless alone." // "We're all useless alone. It's a good thing you're not alone."
I'm sorry, Steph.
A bit of good news, sort of. That asshole has stepped down as the new Jeopardy host. They're going back to guest hosts for a while.
meara - Aug 20, 2021 7:31:47 am PDT #8582 of 30000
Oh that’s great Dana!!
Other good news: it’s Friday. Even if that means I still have to get through one more day of work.
Steph L. - Aug 20, 2021 7:52:04 am PDT #8583 of 30000
the hardest to learn / was the least complicated
I have a lot of work for my job, and my brother is flying in late tomorrow night and he's going to crash on our couch so I need to clean the house, and we have to deal with my Dad and his guns, which is terrifying, and we're going camping next weekend and I'm trying to plan that but I can't, and Tim is still asleep because he works nights like he has been for the past year+, and not having him home in the evenings for more than a year has been so lonely, and I just really feel like I'm going to pass out.
Matt the Bruins fan - Aug 20, 2021 8:04:08 am PDT #8584 of 30000
"I remember when they eventually introduced that drug kingpin who murdered people and smuggled drugs inside snakes and I was like 'Finally. A normal person.'” —RahvinDragand
Yikes Steph! Is the camping something you can postpone until a better time, or just cancel? This situation with your dad clearly needs to be top priority, at least until he's no longer armed AND having hallucinations.
-t - Aug 20, 2021 8:07:18 am PDT #8585 of 30000
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration
That is a lot and I can understand how it could feel very overwhelming. You do not have to deal with it all this very minute. You can take a little time to just feel how terrible it is and not doing anything about it. That is allowed.
I'm sorry, it really is a lot. I wish I could come sweep a floor or something for you. I am pretty sure your brother won't are if your house isn't clean, by the way.
Trudy Booth - Aug 20, 2021 8:24:10 am PDT #8586 of 30000
Greece's financial crisis threatens to take down all of Western civilization - a civilization they themselves founded. A rather tragic irony - which is something they also invented. - Jon Stewart
Teppy, this is terrifying and heartbreaking and I'm so sorry.
This should not be happening, you do not deserve it, and overwhelming anxiety is a pretty reasonable response.
I think, perhaps, Mr. Rogers is a sound source of wisdom on this - when you're overwhelmed with the scary things in the world look for the helpers... There are always people trying to help... Wally is a stand-up guy and I would personally like to send him flowers. Your brother is healthy and strong, even has appropriate training, and is coming as fast as he can. Your husband loves you and supports you and is proceeding with warranted caution. You've got an in-law with gun safe ready and waiting. You've got ativan.
If cleaning the house is good busy-work that will keep you occupied have at it. If its another stress just throw out anything food, wipe down the bathroom, and do the dishes - dust? papers? laundry? FUGEDABOUDIT.
You've got good people and a good plan and soon this will be past.
Steph L. - Aug 20, 2021 8:51:04 am PDT #8587 of 30000
the hardest to learn / was the least complicated
My house is really a gross mess, though. I can't do any of this. I can't.
Trudy Booth - Aug 20, 2021 8:53:06 am PDT #8588 of 30000
Greece's financial crisis threatens to take down all of Western civilization - a civilization they themselves founded. A rather tragic irony - which is something they also invented. - Jon Stewart
Ok. Get a cold glass of water. Sit down and drink it. That's all you have to to right now.
EpicTangent - Aug 20, 2021 9:04:51 am PDT #8589 of 30000
Why isn't everyone pelting me with JOY, dammit? - Zenkitty
Steph, your bro knows what you're going through right now, *and* is a therapist. He understands and will not judge you if you are unable to deal with all the crap on the dining room table or whatever. Take care of yourself. One breath at a time if necessary. We love you and believe in you.