Look, Angel, I know you've been out of the loop for a while, but I'm still evil. I don't do errands...unless they're evil errands.

Lilah ,'Just Rewards (2)'


Natter 77: I miss my friends. I miss my enemies. I miss the people I talked to every day.  

Off-topic discussion. Wanna talk about corsets, duct tape, butt kicking, or physics? This is the place. Detailed discussion of any current-season TV must be whitefonted.


msbelle - May 24, 2021 1:18:40 pm PDT #6650 of 30000
I remember the crazy days. 500 posts an hour. Nubmer! Natgbsb

Meara I saw the same at Walmart on Sunday (where I have to get dog’s insulin). FUCK THAT. I was happy to see most people still wearing masks.

It’s gonna be the unvaccinated going maskless. No doubt.


Trudy Booth - May 24, 2021 1:27:46 pm PDT #6651 of 30000
Greece's financial crisis threatens to take down all of Western civilization - a civilization they themselves founded. A rather tragic irony - which is something they also invented. - Jon Stewart

So on Saturday I went out in the city with some friends and one of the bars we went to used the Excelsior Pass... so I signed up for it (shockingly quickly), went into a bar with my friends, exchanged smiles with the bar tender who made me a VERY good Caipirinha, and sat there drinking and chatting with my friends. It was like we'd all just turned 21 again. It was like a brief visit to the Before Times.


Toddson - May 24, 2021 1:55:28 pm PDT #6652 of 30000
Friends don't let friends read "Atlas Shrugged"

I haven't seen it mentioned, but seemingly today is Bob Dylan's birthday ... his 80th (!).


Sheryl - May 24, 2021 3:26:14 pm PDT #6653 of 30000
Fandom means never having to say "But where would I wear that?"

Timelies all!

Another bad day with Mr. S. Gary had to pick him up early from school because he just couldn't settle down. Of course, the fact that he came in to our room around 6(alarm is set for 6:30) and was acting up then should have been a clue how things would be.


Beverly - May 24, 2021 6:11:43 pm PDT #6654 of 30000
Days shrink and grow cold, sunlight through leaves is my song. Winter is long.

It's Natter, right? OT okay? Okay. I just checked Apocalypse, and glanced at the header "Birth, death, illness, new job, vacation.." and a ghost from the past came charging to the forefront of my brane: "Man, woman, birth, death, infinity." Sam Jaffe and a piece of chalk, drawing each symbol at the opening credits of...dun da da duuunnn! Ben Casey. What was I, seven? Mom thought he was dreamy (so was Dr. Kildare) and never missed an episode. Why, ghosts of the past? Why? I have my own fannish memories to manage.

Crossposted Sheryl. I'm sorry Mr. S gets in his own way. You and G are heroes, every day.


Topic!Cindy - May 25, 2021 5:39:20 am PDT #6655 of 30000
What is even happening?

Beverly, it's funny when something pushes a long-forgotten memory button.

Sheryl, I'm sorry you, Gary, and Mr. S had a bad day. May today be much better.

Well, C had his (original drug) Remicade infusion, yesterday. He started going by himself some time during the pandemic, but I decided to go with him, just in case. (He's still treated at a pediatric facility, so they allow patients to keep a family member with them.)

The infusion went well, and there weren't any attempts to get us to sign a waiver. Our clinical access manager (who works at a different site) must have gotten the infusion center staff up to speed.

However — the petechiae, which had responded to treatment and previously resolved — had already roared back in their ugly red glory, when he took off his compression socks at 10:30pm. Dang. It.

We knew there was a chance that if Inflectra triggered the vasculitis, Remicade could too. I was surprised it did it so, so very quickly. I'm trying not to let myself feel defeated.

I just don't know what this means for his Crohn's treatment going forward. I would imagine this rules out the infliximab biologic (Remicade) and the infliximab biosimilars (Inflectra, and the others), which are the drugs of choice for his severe disease type (that comes with the bonus of fistulae and strictures). What I'm afraid of is that it could rule out all anti-TNF drugs, which are the Crohn's treatment of choice at the moment.

I emailed photos and a brief message to his gastroenterologist and dermatologist last night, so today I wait, while C is off to start his summer internship.


Steph L. - May 25, 2021 5:55:32 am PDT #6656 of 30000
the hardest to learn / was the least complicated

We knew there was a chance that if Inflectra triggered the vasculitis, Remicade could too. I was surprised it did it so, so very quickly. I'm trying not to let myself feel defeated.

Cindy, that is so frustrating. I'm sorry treatment is getting complicated for C.

What I'm afraid of is that it could rule out all anti-TNF drugs, which are the Crohn's treatment of choice at the moment.

Off the top of my head, Stelara (ustekinumab) could be an option -- it's an interleukin blocker, rather than an anti-TNF drug.


Topic!Cindy - May 25, 2021 6:49:46 am PDT #6657 of 30000
What is even happening?

Thank you, Teppy. I had it in my head that all of the -mab drugs were anti-TNFs. That's good to know.

The good news is, I reviewed his the results of blood and urinalysis labs that they did yesterday, on line through the hospital's patient portal. They helpfully include the reference range of most things for which they test.

For everything where a reference range was provided, his results were within that reference range (i.e. they were normal). That means that he's going through this at a time where he seems to be in pretty good shape otherwise. He's even got 5 or 10 extra pounds on him (two years ago, his b.m.i. was between 15 and 16, so 10 pounds of cushion is a blessing in his case).


Steph L. - May 25, 2021 6:56:41 am PDT #6658 of 30000
the hardest to learn / was the least complicated

Thank you, Teppy. I had it in my head that all of the -mab drugs were anti-TNFs. That's good to know.

I thought they were, too, but thanks to the combination of Tim's RA, Covid, and my job, I've read a lot about immunosuppressants.

For everything where a reference range was provided, his results were within that reference range (i.e. they were normal). That means that he's going through this at a time where he seems to be in pretty good shape otherwise.

That also means that the petechiae haven't affected his RBC count or platelet count, which is good news.


Topic!Cindy - May 25, 2021 8:32:57 am PDT #6659 of 30000
What is even happening?

Right. In fact, his platelet count has (over the past year or so) run just under the lower number of the reference range (which his doctors knew, but weren't concerned about), but this time, it was right within it.

Of course, the petechiae were gone when they did yesterday's blood draw (just prior to the infusion). They came back in a just a few hours.

I've been sending his healthcare team pictures of his feet as they got better, so I sent ones last night with the new/returned spots, so they can see the difference.