guilty and ashamed

It's easy to say, "You shouldn't be," but one feels what one feels, regardless.

Any form of "Make it didn't happen!" takes time to ebb away.

Ugh I'm so sorry, Amy.

My parents moved into their apartment in Frederick yesterday. It went pretty smoothly. I'm still dead tired and sad and cranky though.

My other thought is to have a Padlet, and have it shared on screen, maybe with some prompts, and have the students type simultaneously, and let them comment on other answers. Then if you see something interesting you can point it out and have the person share more....

I've started using Desmos, which does similar things, but it's specifically made for math. So far, hasn't done much to prompt verbal discussion, but at least I can grab some of their responses and put them on screen to discuss them.

Sara is positive for COVID. I am ... exhausted, and getting tested again later, but Ben and I have to quarantine for two weeks either way. I am also angry at her, guilty and ashamed, and just over everything in general.

Ugh. I'm sorry to hear that.

Sorry, Amy.

Sorry about the sad, lisah. And the teaching woes, Hil.

Thanks, everyone.

Oh, Amy, I'm so sorry for all of that. Health-ma for Sara, and no virus -ma for you and Ben. Jesus.

Glad the move went OK, but sorry for the frustrations and sads, lisah.

Hil... I've got nothing useful, but I'm sending good vibes!

I'm sorry, Amy. Alas, I am hearing too many tales of people who have been cautious and are still getting infected. Now they are saying to double mask. (Not that I get out much!)

And all the tales of people having a rough time with the vaccine is making DH worry about me getting it and having a bad reaction. Not that I've had an opportunity to actually get jabbed.

I'm still dead tired and sad and cranky though.

Understandable. {{Hugs}}

And it's yet another Jewish holiday that our community can't celebrate together. Blah.

Next year.... It is coming up on a full year of canceled people gathering occasions. It is a very blah situation.

Buffista puppers, your humans love you so much; please don't have so many digestive issues indoors. Poor noodles.

For realz!

They have at least one kid and it'll be wonderful to have the place occupied by a whole family, but it also feels deeply strange.

It is deeply strange, but nice to think of new memories being created.

I listened to a panel of academics talk about the insurrection of January 6th and What It All Means, and it was not encouraging, I'll tell you what.

It is at the point where I have to try and focus on the Good Stuff news again. At least I can feel good about the White House occupant and various department and agency heads. Yes, there are some really bad elements out there, and it is extremely scary in so many ways. BUT, they have been there for a while and now at least there are some people in charge who have an interest in shutting it down. ::dons Pollyanna cap::

IOW, lie to me.

Having some moderate success talking DH into hiring pros to do some of the house prep stuff to get ready for potential buyer. Mr I Can Do That Myself actually agreed to get some quotes. I need him focused on work type stuff, not plastering and painting.

I don't know if I fall into the Pollyanna camp or not, but I'm not THAT worried about the Jan 6th nutjobs. I follow a local conservative forum (very conservative) and wasn't surprised that people actually attacked the Capital, but I also wasn't all that concerned either. And I think that's because I never expected them to succeed. Maybe that is some of my biases, but I also think, after following this group for several years now, we're not talking the brightest bulbs in the lot or, for that matter, the ones with the best/most rational thought.

I wouldn't be surprised if they, or groups like them try again. I expect some people may get hurt/killed which is Not Good. But in terms of a) taking over the government and then b) hanging on to it, I just don't see that happening.

I do expect Cruz and Hawley and Paul to try and harness the enthusiasm of the Trumpites for their own ambitions. I'm just not sure how well they'll do at that. They're certainly smarter than the Trumpites, but I don't think they really believe - maybe Hawley, it's hard to know with him.

What it basically comes down to is: I expect the next few years to be messy and possibly dangerous, but I don't have long-term concerns about the future.

Here’s some good stuff news, I guess. A guy in my neighborhood has a Korean taco restaurant thatopened not long before COVID. He immediately put up one of the “Love Fridges” inside the restaurant and has been one of the biggest boosters and backers of community support efforts

His latest with the cold weather is amazing. He goes out at like 5 am and finds a tamale cart vendor. Buys out their entire stock (with collected donations) so they can immediately go home and have a day off and out of the cold. (Today’s vendor had 19 dozen left at 6 am). Then he takes all those steaming hot tamales to one of the encampments of people without homes under the freeway overpasses.

He’s been doing this every day for the past couple of weeks. Aside from my out of control tamale cravings, it’s just such a creative way to directly help people who need it. The vendors are often undocumented, and fresh, hot meals they don’t have to trudge through the cold for is something people living outside don’t often get.

Sara is positive for COVID.

Oh no! I think you've dealt with quite enough as it is!

brenda, that's a fantastic story.

Laura, one anecdata: JZ has had both vax shots. First one had sore arm, tired for a day, and bounced right back. Second one: Pretty much the same thing. Hit her a little harder. Slept all the next day, but functional again. Mind, she also had COVID herself last spring so she should be chock full of antibodies by now.

I'm hearing that California will be rolling out the vax by age once they get past the first tier, so I might not have to wait until June. I will be getting jabbed as soon as they let me!