vent
just need to vent somewhere, this is safest place
My best friend from college, beat leukemia in 20s, living with colon cancer now metastasized various places for over a decade, taking a turn for the worst. Tumors blocking intestines, in hospital supplementing nutrition to get her strong enough for surgery to put in bypasses. No real plan for treatment because she is off all charts for her cancer. There are no options that are known to work and no examples of patients still living with what she has. Her son in 16.
My son. Incommunicado. For over a week. Phone goes straight to voice mail and voice mail is full. Texts, no response. Including the one that said I was in hospital after hitting my head. Bank account showing largish deposits from cash app and then immediate withdrawls from atms. Today should have been a paycheck. No paycheck. Rent due on Monday and he has less than $100 in account. I've texted the one high school friend of his I have a phone # for and I reached out to another via IG. Bank activity shows me he is not dead, but WTEVERLOVINGGODDAMNF
vent over
I was working until 9 (comp time) so I am going to bed. no need for sympathetic words, or pats. I just need to dump that somewhere.