I finally am getting to the point where my mood is relatively stable and I can get stuff done and people want to take it from me, and on top of everything else it’s just too much. I am so tired. I’m going to try to enjoy a relaxing weekend of softball and family and try not to think about it too much.

Both of ltc's softball games this weekend were cancelled because both coaches families and several of the other players are sick.

So much covid everywhere. Sorry, msbelle. I am starting to think I must have had it in January when I wasn't testing (and also wasn't sick).

I'm just waiting for a variant you can catch by reading its name.

The amount of times I've caught it over the internet! I'm telling you.

I am furious on all of your behalfs about these fucking doctors and pharmacists. WTAF.

Sorry about bogarting the decent, helpful doctors gang!

I feel similarly, Matt.

Oh, friends. Hugs or supportive non-contact reassurance to all who are hurting.

I'm annoyed that I have to contact my psych every month to get my Adderall (that I didn't start until I was in my 50s!) refilled. That's just fucking appalling, sj.

I wish I could share my great doctors.

sj I hope you can find new doctors relatively soon.

lisah- I had to do that for a long time but now my psych can send the pharmacy 3 monthly prescriptions. I still have to call the pharmacy to get them filled but at one point I had to go and get the prescription each month from the doctor and then take it to the pharmacy . Then it changed to just having to call the dr's office each month and now I only have to do that every 3 months.

I woke up this morning and was still tired, but felt pretty good, went back to sleep. Woke up again and was feeling blah and anxious. And I've been taking my medicine. I hate this feeling.

lisah, I have to do the same which is why I want to find someone else before my next prescription is due or I’ll either have to deal with the asshat who doesn’t really believe in adhd meds again or go without.

So, they decided to have a “game” today anyway and when I asked Francesca if I could stay home while she goes with TCG she gave me the saddest look. So I’m here with cramps and a splitting headache.

Timelies all!

Today has been another awful day with Mr. S. He went to sleep fairly late, but still woke up around 7. I went downstairs to get him some breakfast, and he decided to "feel the weather" which turned into him running around the neighborhood, with me following in my pajamas and bare feet. He went bike riding with Gary while I did grocery shopping. After lunch he wanted to go out again, promising he'd come back in at 3.(Narrator: He did not go in at 3.)He did go in to take his afternoon meds, but wanted to go out again and ride his bike.(During all this Gary was running some errands.) He was great during the bike riding, but when Gary got home he took off running again, with me in pursuit, eventually ending up at the nearby elementary school's playground, where he refused to leave. I called Gary, who drove up there. Once we actually got Mr. S in the car he refused to get in the car seat and buckle up, so Gary refused to leave until he did. I walked back to the house.(what's a little more mileage on my sore feet?)They finally got home, and dinner has been ordered.

Sorry that was so long. I don't know why his behavior has gotten so bad lately..