soo.I guess Misha Collins was joking about being bi and now has made a statement that nope he's straight.

and Elon Musk is going to own Twitter and I guess let it become a free for all? I haven't really been paying attention to why he wants to buy it. ..

I haven't really been paying attention to why he wants to buy it. ..

Apparently he likes it because it's a chaotic disruptor. Which certainly suggest he'll let Trump back on.

I like it because I can follow things like Black Twitter, Classic Movie Twitter, and A's Baseball Twitter with direct news and interaction with beat writers.

I’m not sleeping tonight. I was planning on going to see Papa tomorrow after I drop off ltc at school, but when I talked to Mom tonight she said she wasn’t sure he would love through tonight. So I’m laying on the couch and alternating between crying and trying to distract myself with shiny things on the internet.

I feel like I should be posting something about what Papa has meant to me, but I can’t organize my thoughts just now. Since my dad died when I was two Papa has done everything in his power to be both a grandfather and father figure in my world. He spoiled me rotten and has always been there. I could never do anything wrong in his eyes. I can’t wrap my head around the idea of not having him in my life.

I feel like I should be posting something about what Papa has meant to me, but I can’t organize my thoughts just now. Since my dad died when I was two Papa has done everything in his power to be both a grandfather and father figure in my world. He spoiled me rotten and has always been there. I could never do anything wrong in his eyes. I can’t wrap my head around the idea of not having him in my life.

I think that says it beautifully, sj.

I'm so sorry that this has been so emotionally draining for you, sj. I'm sure your presence and love for him is helping so much.

I have never really been a Twitter person so it was easy enough for me to just go ahead and delete my personal and business accounts. I have no desire to be in the environment that Musk desires. Now as far as his car goes, I've had mine for 2-1/2 years and love it dearly. And ya know, go SpaceX. A no holds barred Twitter, no thank you.

Sending you love, sj.

Sending you so much love, sj.

{{{sj}}}

{{{sj}}} So much love to you. I'm so glad he has been so deeply present for you all your life, and my heart hurts for you.

Thank you, everyone. I’m here with him now. He rallied a little bit this morning and he’s conscious enough that he can respond to everything. He said he could hear everything yesterday but couldn’t speak. I think this is the rally you hear about right before the end. I’m grateful to be able to tell him I love him.