Well, that all sucks, msbelle.

Yay, Todd!

DP's surgery went well, and surgeon was actually optimistic that the growth was perhaps not invasive... which would mean no medical oncology follow-up. Pathology won't come back until next week, but I was very pleasantly surprised that he even said anything like that at all -- they're usually pretty conservative. So, I continue to send (and ask for) good vibes for best possible outcomes.

Fingers crossed for DP.

~ma for DP.

Ugh, msbelle. Im sorry.

They’ve increased Papa’s morphine again. I’m hoping to see him tomorrow. Any~ma you have for Mom and Stepdad who are doing almost all of this alone right now, please. It’s so much.

Toddson, tons of recovery~ma for you. Do you need anything?

Todd, so glad you're back. Hope you continue to improve.

msbelle, sorry Mac is being such a trial. Continued strength & wisdom to bolster your resolve~ma.

Hope DP continues on a positive path, Jen.

Scola, go you! I didn't know you had done a 'zine either, very cool! Hope your brain weasels STFU.

sj, continued ~ma to you and your fam in this trying time.

ION, my colonoscopy is this Friday. I'm in "Phase 1" of the colonoscopy prep diet - 1 week out, low fiber, no popcorn, nuts, or seeds. I have never craved popcorn or peanuts so much in my life.

Ugh, Epic. That’s never a fun time. Good luck!

And I'm still trying to do "Meatless Mondays" when I can, so I checked the nearby vegan restaurant's menu, thinking I might treat myself to takeout for dinner. Then I see they're closed Mondays. How does that happen, when Meatless Monday is still a thing?

I'm sorry so much Stuff is going on for so many people.

I am glad I "got" to do more like a Cologuard test -- no prep, but you do have to collect your own fecal sample.....

Glad to hear from you, Toddson!

Hoping for the best for your DP, Jen.

msbelle, I was thinking about mac on his birthday and wondering if this was 21! Sorry he is such a trial.

The word of the day for the foreseeable future is resolve.

This is me, right behind you, with whatever support feels right.

And, y'all! msbelle is an absolute champion. CHAMPION. She came down from Balto to help me get into the new apartment. I've been so emotionally fraught about all this, it was such a blessing to have someone with a great sense of humor...and a natural gene for organization...supporting me.

I've done some stuff to make the space livable. Last night wigged me pretty hard because it was not comfortable to breathe. Not terrible, but also not nothing.

Spoke to the enviro guy today. He significantly calmed my fears...at least for now. And, the maintenance dude changed the furnace filter, which had a huge effect. Then again, I have every window and door opened with the fan running non-stop.

Enviro guy suggested that I was making myself crazy with the VOC meter. He is correct about that, so I put it away.

Two good things: Cagney has been a wonder through this whole thing. On the road, he adapted better than I ever could have expected. He was universally loved, natch. So that helped.

Last night, I watched the first sunset I've seen in, an age, from my balcony. And, at noon, listened to the bells of the Basilica, which is right out the window.

I really want this to work out.