Just took my first blood sugar reading, because I didn't get my kit or meds until 4 this afternoon. With no meds and a fig and prosciutto sandwich with a side salad for lunch, my sugar was 127 15 minutes ago.

Now I'm having a slice of quiche for dinner (have to deal with what I have on hand right now). We'll see what my sugar looks like in the morning.

Sorry for the spam. I can't put this on FB, and I need an outlet.

This isn't spam, Maria. We're here for you.

Cass, that's infuriating. I would just want to rest my head against a convenient wall and scream.

I grabbed a dry lavender soda, spiked it and am just crying. I so wanted to at least let Mom's stuff have another life. Barring the valuables, I can let mine go. But knowing I am seriously just trashing everything now after carefully but quickly going through it is wrecking me.

The worst if that I only want to talk to her. She'd probably say to let most of it go, mourn and little and move on. But I need to hear it from her because I don't believe it myself. I don't even think I have the box of things for Buffistas who knew her.

{{{{{Cass}}}}} I'm so sorry. That's just terrible.

I'm sorry, Cass. Everything takes on more meaning when the person it belonged to is no longer with us.

I'm so sorry, Cass. And, Maria that's a lot to deal with right now.

Oh, Cass. That's awful.

I'm sorry, Cass. That's too much.

I hope that the meds and diet adjustment helps you feel better, Maria.

it was just a very basic chicken salad but with leftover duck shredded instead of chicken. Today's was just mayo and relish because I didn't want to do any chopping.

I think I have a duck breast in the freezer. I should try this, maybe over the weekend. Thanks!

{{{Maria}}}

{{{Cass}}}

I have ordered groceries to pick up tomorrow, among them Luna bars, so I should be less complainy on that particular subject for a while.