She must feel really safe and secure to be able to tell you you're the worst. So good job.

How are you feeling this morning, -t?

I tried to call the unemployment office and got a busy signal until I got through and heard a message the office is closed so I'm giving up on help and just doing the best I can on the forms.

Then I probably scared my neighbors and bothered my boyfriend's mom by walking /dancing /signing around the yard

And I found a pot pie in the microwave. No one remembers putting it there and I swear I used the microwave the other day. I vaguely remember cooking one a few days ago but I'm pretty sure I ate and I've used the microwave since then.

Sj as hard as it is to hear from ltc I think she definitely feels safe to say that. I know I said some really horrible things to mom that I never said to Dad. I knew it was safe to say it to Mom but was never sure of dad would still be ok with me if I said those things.

Thanks, we're over it. It's just a lot first thing in the morning.

I just updated my instacart order which is being delivered today after going through everything we have. It's a ridiculously pricey order, but I have to remind myself that we're not spending any money going out or grabbing treats after school. Also, I figure at least a few items will be out of stock.

I just updated my instacart order which is being delivered today after going through everything we have.

My neighbors went out and did $100 worth of shopping for me yesterday. I paid them, but that's a lot of shopping for somebody else. Most appreciative.

Deb brought us stuff right after we were quarantined.

And Juliana sent over stuff including an all-important bottle of gin.

And Davi's mom did a quick run for us.

And now our across the hall neighbors.

It's easy to get misanthropic, but...humans can be pretty amazing too.

sj, I once made a coworker a "mean mommy of the year" award and used gold paint to highlight portions. She took it home and shared it proudly with her kids.

Better, thanks! As long as I stick to 30ml every 6 hours I'm almost normal. Just sleepy and paying way too much attention to whether I can feel my lungs.

askye - why would you being outside walking/dancing/singing bother his mom? I thought she liked noise all the time and generally has no consideration for anyone else.

sj - getting dressed means COSTUMES.

Because the singing was really really off key. I am sure it annoyed the neighbors. In fact considering how much that neighbor has complained in the past I'm surprised he hasn't sent a paper airplane note over the fence asking me to cut it out. I had earbuds on so it's just me singing loudly off key with no music.

Husband's third interview is Wednesday or Thursday. Which feels about thirteen years away.