Cordelia: I get it now. You're all spies. Probably all Russian. And you've brainwashed me, and want me to believe we're friends so I'll spill the beans about some nano-technology thingy that you want. Gunn: So I look Russian to you? Cordelia: Black Russian. Angel: That's a drink.

'Hell Bound'


Natter 76: Life, Liberty, and the Pursuit of Foaminess  

Off-topic discussion. Wanna talk about corsets, duct tape, butt kicking, or physics? This is the place. Detailed discussion of any current-season TV must be whitefonted.


-t - Mar 21, 2020 12:24:07 pm PDT #18330 of 30019
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration

Emily, anxiety seems like the normal response to our current situation, even if the actual changes to your life are not big. It's a scary time!

I don't know how to lessen the anxiety, except, you know, breathe. And if screaming or crying or whatever seems like it might be something you want to do, that is okay.

I mean, I'm literally staying in bed and hiding under my comforter today. It's allowed.


meara - Mar 21, 2020 12:36:10 pm PDT #18331 of 30019

Oh ND. So tough.

Emily I hear ya—anxiety isn't my usual thing either but definitely feeling it lately!!


Sophia Brooks - Mar 21, 2020 12:54:33 pm PDT #18332 of 30019
Cats to become a rabbit should gather immediately now here

I think someone said this before, but I think it might be a little better for actually anxious people in these situations. Like- I always feel like this, but this is at least real and I feel validated. Plus a lot of my coping mechanisms are actually assets.


Emily - Mar 21, 2020 1:03:25 pm PDT #18333 of 30019
"In the equation E = mc⬧, c⬧ is a pretty big honking number." - Scola

Yeah, maybe the fact that I didn't have anxiety before is my problem! Fortunately I did have depression, so I don't feel particularly hopeless or numb about this. Not more than I did already, anyway. We're like unhealthy reaction preppers!


sj - Mar 21, 2020 1:06:08 pm PDT #18334 of 30019
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."

That hasn't really been true for me Sophia, maybe because my coping mechanisms involve having quiet time at home while ltc is at school or out to get myself a little treat, neither of which are happening right now except for the quiet time on the weekend. Although, I do feel validated about how freaked out I have been about the current President, that validation is also not making me any calmer.


Laura - Mar 21, 2020 1:08:03 pm PDT #18335 of 30019
Our wings are not tired.

Oh Drew, I know how hard this is for you. I'm so sorry.

Emily, I never am anxious, but the situation calls for it now. The head of government is dangerously incompetent and I have no option but anxiety.

Negative wishes for JZ.


DXMachina - Mar 21, 2020 1:14:20 pm PDT #18336 of 30019
You always do this. We get tipsy, and you take advantage of my love of the scientific method.

ND that sucks for everyone involved. So sorry.

anxiety isn't my usual thing either but definitely feeling it lately

I was discussing similar with one of my students over e-mail. We are both people who tend to be socially distant even before all this started. I mean, really, this is the lifestyle I was born for, but circumstances are ruining it for me.

I just uploaded my first lecture. Now to check to see if I actually sound coherent.


JZ - Mar 21, 2020 1:22:04 pm PDT #18337 of 30019
See? I gave everybody here an opportunity to tell me what a bad person I am and nobody did, because I fuckin' rule.

Same here with feeling like depression and anxiety have actually done a great job of preparing me for this!

The conference I was at was actually a week and a half ago, but still it wasn't just surgeons--clinical cardiologists, anesthesiologists, and NPs and PAs across multiple divisions. If my symptoms hadn't shown up when they did,


NoiseDesign - Mar 21, 2020 1:26:36 pm PDT #18338 of 30019
Our wings are not tired

Thanks folks. I'm pretty much a mess today. I have called each of my employees to let them know what is happening and that the official letter is coming through docusign on Monday. Thankfully I only really completely broke down on the phone once.

I've been building this company for more than a decade, actually almost two decades if you go back to my first origins freelancing after leaving Imagineering. I'm literally watching what I've done with my life crumble around me.


JZ - Mar 21, 2020 1:26:40 pm PDT #18339 of 30019
See? I gave everybody here an opportunity to tell me what a bad person I am and nobody did, because I fuckin' rule.

Dammit, the board keeps eating my post.