I am adding my voice to the chorus. Calling for help was literally one of the hardest things I did. I say literally because I hate making phone calls and they don't do online. If it helps, I bet msbelle or someone like that will call for you. If you tell me your company name I can look up and see if it is available to you
But I am really, seriously worried for you.
So today the landlord comes to do any repairs/a walkthrough and the city inspector comes in Thursday. Maria has been in my apartment and thought it seemed fine. There are no fire hazards/exits blocked and no garbage. Everything is as clean as it can be since the stuff was probably installed in the 70s or 80s. I am still pretty nervous.
Gud, I think it was Sophia who suggested your company's EAP? That's a brilliant idea, because (in my experience) you only have to make one call and they give you a few names of people to call. Rather than slogging through the provider list and whatever.
Mine actually has people right there. It was one phone call I talked to someone right away. I didn't even have to contact a provider! They got me in so fast because it is designed for urgent issue.
I was lteady to walk myself to inpatient psych. (I work across the street)
Per Glassdoor, Lowe's does have an EAP program.
Is Gud still with Lowe's?
I don't think so. I think I remember him starting a new job recently.
In lighter news - I didn't have the leftovers that I thought I did to eat for lunch today, so I'm ordering in. Do I want cake or pie with my lunch?