So I got anti anxiety meds which is good. I will take one tonight to help me sleep and see how it goes.
I'm going to need it because matthew's mom's anxiety is ramping up. She keeps doing things like turning on her tv in her room, going into the living room where Matthew is playing Xbox and then she'll call someone and have a conversation on speaker phone . Which drives him up the wall and then he gets mad and then they get mad.
McMasters ordered a limit to how many people can be in a store based on sq footage as well as a stay at home order (except you can go for a walk or visit your family or go to the store or go get take out food so I guess people will just keep doing what htey are doing...I don't know). So now she's worried about if we will be able to get groceries and toilet paper, which actually is going to be an issue at some point although I think we are still good for a couple weeks. But she wants to go out everyday for things and we don't need to go out at all.
On top of everything, think my video player is freaking out.
Sigh.
I waited until ltc was in bed to have my gin. She is still not actually asleep. She never falls asleep until late these days. I have no idea what to do about it.
She never falls asleep until late these days. I have no idea what to do about it.
About nothing can be done. The only thing that I ever managed to get across to the boys was that I was off mom duty for the night so they had to be quiet. They could be awake, but only if I didn't have evidence of it. Enjoy the cocktail!
She's loud when she's still awake in bed. She doesn't cry or even ask to get up, but she "reads" and plays loudly.
She doesn't cry or even ask to get up, but she "reads" and plays loudly.
That's fine. Let her run her own sleep then. You don't have to deal with her unless she comes out of her room or calls to you.
So it's been a billion years but with all this extra time on my hands, and I suppose a longing for life the way it used to be, I've been thinking about you all a lot. I will try to drop by more than one every couple years.
Thanks, Hec. I just wish I could convince her to be quieter. My girl is stubborn.
Hi, Stephanie!
Hi Stephanie! How's life?
My girl is stubborn.
It is hard to see this as a feature and not a fault at times.
